I ♥ My Friends:D

EVERYTHING'S GOING WELL :D

2012-02-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

Everything's going well recentlyyyyy :) and im really happy. Hehehe :D SAD results out today and i realised that i got A ! hehe :D expected though. When faci's going through the paper , i only lose 1 or 2 marks at most. hehehe. And im proud of myself. I hope there's more As coming upppp ! Many things happened recently.

LWJH told me that he's going thailand for 21 days ?! and I just couldn't accept the fact :( sighhhh. that's freaking long. i want to talk to him :( DIEEEE. HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA SURVIVE FOR THAT 21 DAYS ! And after that 21 days, he's coming back but going overseas again ! -_- BLAHHHH. D:

Have been talking to him almost everyday :) And its really .....sweet :p HEHHEHEE. (^00^) i have never expect that we will talked on the phone. And never even expect that i will fall for him.

:O But seriously, feelings are unpredictable.

he keep telling me that he's not a good guy ~ and he wont be able to make me happy and all those kind of things. :/ Which i dont like it. I just want to him to be happy and also i dont expect anything from him. I mean, i dont expect we will be together. Just that talking to him makes me feel comfortable and also happy :)

oh well ~ let nature takes it course then.

Took class photo with my darlings today ! :) hehehehe. it was so awesome knowing them and getting along for 15 weeks.

I hope that everything will just go on smoothly for me:)

♥ but im really falling for you.

2012-01-26T07:29:00.001-08:00

best team ever (: ♥

found this nice songgg by david guetta :) hehe. love it totally.

Life's been busy recently cause my IVP just ended and this year we made our school by clinching a 4th out of all the universities and polys in singapore ! hehhe :D And im very proud of my teammates :) everybodeee work hard towards it and finally our effort paid off. Including my coach, he trained us well too(: heheh. It is the first time ever in history and i cant describe how happy am i ! (^^)

Anyway, assignment also ended on the same day as my IVP. So now, i can take a short break like a finally. hehhee. im soooo tireddd seriously :/ like anytime i can die of fatigue. HAHAHHA. this week i have been wearing slipper and i dont give a damn. Cause im too tired to wear anything and im lazzzyyyy :p HEHHHHE.

tmr actually going to eat buffet with my teammates to celebrate our achievements however has been cancelled cause too many people not free:/ sighhhh. i hope that we can have at least one outing that the whole team can attendddd. And those team photos that we have took at TP was awesomeeee really ! :) hehehe. i shall uploadddd ! heheheh.

Tmr im gonna go collect my vans after school around 3 plus ? Cause tmr's lesson at 0945 maybe meeting classmates for breakfast ! hehehe So i will meet Lar after school and i will go home put my bag and head to town after that. Hehehe :)

today's lesson was soooooo slackyyy, and well i did finished my problem statement during the first meeting. HAHHAH. So slack till the end of school which was around 3pm. Hohoho. Went home bathed rest a while then headed to cousin's house for celebration. Dad's and grand uncle's birthday:) hehehe.

Ate cakessss and buffet !:O FAT DIE ME. sighhh i need to runnnn more again ! hehehe. Keep runnninggg ! jeffrey said that i have slimmed down ler ! whootsss :) happyyyy to hear compliment ! hehehe :D

Anyway, this weekend gonna be a busyyy one ! heheeh ^^ but i like it. hehehe.

i miss him♥

you are the one who keeps me going on everyday ~

and motivates me :)

seeing your text makes me giggles.

talking to you makes my heartbeat increase.

i just want to hold your hand :)

Against SIM !

2012-01-19T07:41:00.000-08:00

cutenessss :3

Whoohoo ! WE are into the Semi-finals of IVP and that's really surprising right ?! :D hehehe. I couldnt believe it also. But we really tried our very best , and the whole team done really well. I'm proud of all of the girls :) hehe ♥ Today we played against SIM, no doubt that they are really strong. Just that we are not too bad either:) hehehe. 3-0 was the final score but all 3 matches our scores are all above 15, and that prove that we already tried our best ! Oh well, it was a tiring day for me ~ Had Hosp and retail lesson and till 12 pm, i went home to do my RJ, quiz and washed my hamsters' cage, and then edit some of my codings. :/ Was really worn out. D: I need ample sleeppppp ! Haahah ! After tmr, we are planning to go eat buffet together as a team next friday ! :) hehehe. To celebrate the success of getting into the semi-finals this year ! I'm REALLYYYY HAPPYYYY :D :D :D hehehe. and i cried during that match when we won Ngee Ann. homgg . It was a tough match and good game. We proved that we are not weaker than them and we can do better:) hehhe. Our determination and courage pushes us further into the semi-finals.

Went through UT 2 for hosp and retail, and i lost only 3 -5 marks. Its too good to be true, dont know whether i clinch an A this time round :/ I hope that i can ! to pull up my grades. whewww :/

Today when im walking to school around evening time, i saw a chameleon, at the staircase near Woodlands CC. And it just ran forward and onto the road. I was terrified cause im afraid that the car will just run over it. I will BE SUPER GUILTY IF IT WERE TO DIE IN FRONT OF ME ithout trying to save it. D: So since i wanted to cross the road too, i walked slowly and chased the lizard to the opposite of the road. But the lizard couldnt jump up the curb so it ran back again ! And i really had a shocked of my life -.- the van almost ran over it. The taxi was turning in horned me -.- I stood there at the opposite of the road finding where's the chameleon. Scare the shyttt out of me -________- damnnn I thought the lizard was died or something:/ sighh i hope nothing will happen to it though i dont really like it :/

and the chameleon looks just like this, but its in orange color :O

anyway, tmr i will be fighting for the 3rd and 4th place. We shall try our v bestttt ! :D RP FTW ! (Y) hehehe :D i know we can do it. ♥ took photos with my teammates and coach todayyy ♥ PRETTTAAAYYYEE ! hehhe. Will upload soon !(:

btw there's medals for 3rd placing and 4th doesnt have one :( wdaaafuggg ? 9 schools altogether there shud have for 4th placing right ?! :O

alright, im freaking tired. eyes are literally like this -_____- HAHAHAHA.

goodnight , world :)

i want to have a dream catcher :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012(:

2012-01-08T08:47:00.001-08:00

i want these badly :( Can anyone get for me ? One ? :(

Its your birthday todayyyy , jansen ! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 20th! :D

It's a brand new year for everybodeee on earth:) and i hope everything has gone well till now. Well, let's see , the post that i posted was on 06.11.2011. LOLLLL and that means its like more than 2 months since i last blogged? Oh well ~ i admit that i was kinda busyyy ~ and LAYZEEE. Hohoho. :] Well ~ many things happened since Christmas till now.

Christmas.

I had a great celebration with my current classmates cause we headed to town for dinner and then waited for hevi before we went Clark quay to get high. We had an awesomeee night out:) went home around 4 am and i went straight to bed. Was FREAKING TIRED i swear. That was all about how i spent my christmas. And of course, the need of exchanging christmas present is also very important ! I have recieved awesome presents from my friends. Some even gave me present without me giving them. I was kinda taken aback tho(:

New year 2012.

Planning going Clark quay to have fun with my friends, but Yah hui was sick and she couldnt make it. And so do i, hesitant whether i should join my classmates for another late night out again. D: I really hate it when i couldnt make decisions. ughhh. So, when i finally made up my mind, i called shimin and we went for a simple dinner to celebrate our new year. Pastamania- being my last for 2011 and first meal for 2012. :D hehee. It was awesomeee as usual. :) A nice and simple dinner will be more than enough for me, rather than going to town and squeeze with those crowds. ppffttt* That's how i spent my countdown. heheh.

Today.

Went Sentosa today, being my first time going to Sentosa for the year 2012. hehehe :D Went with guixiang, yanghong, man lin, larissa, lee hao, jerald, rohan, zee, merabel, cheryl, jochelle, and yi jing :) hehhe. some others i dont know their name. It was kinda windy today @ Sentosa and there's non-stop drizzling. I hate when the weather is like this. It makes me so moody when it rains at sentosa ! By right, it shud be like super sunny where people are forced to wear the sunglasses. But it was the opposite way instead. It was kinda cold cause the wind was bloody hell strong. lucky that i wore a T shirt, cause i dont wanna get sunburnt on my shoulders. hehe.

After some time, there's a period where the drizzling stopped and we started to play volleyball. It was awesome, but kinda different from indoor cause its hardddd to jump on sand. D: But oh well ~ i need to train for the upcoming competition that will be held in Feb- Surf and Sweat. I guess that competition, i will be seeing some familiar faces.

So, we had a funn day on the beach. Headed to the washroom to bath and wash up. After that, went food republic located in Vivo to eat our dinner. I ate chicken rice, it was not that bad at least:)

jochelle, merabel and yi jing left first cause they are rushing for time, while cheryl went off before eating dinner cause she's meeting her parents to shop at town. So left me, lar, man lin and yanghong. After eating dinner, we went Forever21 to shop and see what can we buy. In the end, me and lar bought a checkered shirt- red in color. IT WAS FUCKING PRETTY :D heheh. The price is also kinda reasonable :)

I was nervous that my NETS cannot be used because of the recent fraud case- DBS and POSB accounts affected. There's this malaysian hacker which hacked into DBS and POSB systems to take away others money. D: wtfugggg. This guy is really something, cause hacking into a system is not easy, and moreover this is a BANK system. tskkk. really no life. why does he have to do that to ruin his life. HAHAHAA. wasted talent.

oh well ~ in the end, the NETS will approved and that means that my money is still inside. hehee :P luckkyyy and was kinda relieved. Happily took circle line home with man lin and yanghong. WAAHH, they are like lovey dovey onlyyy. HAHHA. that makes me feels like im the light bulb thats shining so brightly beside them ._______. hhah . oh well ~ I will meet my another half soon ! next they will be jealous of me :p hehehe.

Just now talked to HIM on the phoneee for 35 minsss ! :D heeh. I WAS SUPER HAPPYYYY :D ! We talked about many things, random things you can say. hohoho :) But anyway, our conversation carry on. hhehe. That's the amazin thinggg. :) When you can keep the conversation going, you will be able to keep the relationship going too. He told me that he's tired and he's heading to bed. He asked me to call him tmr and chat on the phone again . WHOOHOO ! That means i can TALK TO HIM AGAIN TMR ! ;D

happy happy* happygirl92@hotmail.com:p

Anyway ~ i had a tiring day today~ Tmr class at 0915am and its WEB APP. It will suck most of my brain juice by the end of the lesson.:/ I will need to focus. So byebye ! i will update soon again :3 hehe.

Turn Around - FloRida :)

*I have known a few more friends on this earth :)

one more friend is better than having one more enemy.

i had fun and seasons in the sun(:

And i have always been busy but active in some like twitters and facebook:)

twitter: valvalrawr

I HOPE THAT I CAN TALK TO YOU EVERYDAYYY.

I think my christmass's wish came true.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012(:

2012-01-08T08:47:00.000-08:00

i want these badly :( Can anyone get for me ? One ? :(

Its your birthday todayyyy , jansen ! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 20th! :D

Christmas.

New year 2012.

Today.

So, we had a funn day on the beach. Headed to the washroom to bath and wash up. After that, went food republic located in Vivo to eat our dinner. I ate chicken rice, it was not that bad at least:)

happy happy* happygirl92@hotmail.com:p

Turn Around - FloRida :)

*I have known a few more friends on this earth :)

one more friend is better than having one more enemy.

i had fun and seasons in the sun(:

And i have always been busy but active in some like twitters and facebook:)

twitter: valvalrawr

Bad dreams.

2011-11-06T19:45:00.001-08:00

Bad dreams have been occurring inside my brain recently. And those people that are involved in my bad dreams are a those close friends that I have. I dreamt of whale again today :/ damnit. It's not a good dream :/ it was so real and when I woke up I took a while to realise that it is not real :( I dont want that to happen .. Ugh. Shucks. D: maybe I shud tell him and say it out. Yea , I shall do that:)

Anyway, I'm waiting for partner now. We are going town !! Hehe:D gonna shop a lot today I bet :) but I'm kinda tired. Cause slept late ytd :/ like 3am? Homgggg. And I'm having flu, it makes me even more weak. D:

After this week, I'll be having UTs in a row ~ bet I'll be super busy :/ I haven't start studying yet ! Wo de tian. And I've got lots of things I haven't do yet. :p for eg going out with whale :9 teehee.

Anyway, shall blog again :) using phone , not that convenient :p hehe.

Good day ,people !

What should I do?

2011-10-29T10:15:00.001-07:00

I like him. I know I do. But does he feels the same way as me too? I doubt so :/

All the times we had together :)

MOODY. :/

2011-10-11T08:07:00.000-07:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses, and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call

Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/back-to-december-lyrics.html ]

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time

I love this song. It really rocks :)

To be honset, im kinda moody right now :/ This feeling sucksss you know. Its like, you want to cry, but something just stop you from doing so. I kept telling myself that it ain't worth it. And someone told me this: "What's the point sometimes ? When you're suffering and the other person don't even know. And he could be enjoying while you are suffering here. " Totally true, RIGHT ?

I don't know why im feeling this way. There's many reasons. I could have fallen for him, cause i want to know everything he's doing, never get mad despite whatever he have done pushed you to the limit, everything that he said makes sense though it doesn't at times, think that he's mature but he's childish in fact, and most importantly, to others, he might be imperfect , but he's perfect to me. Or maybe i like him as a friend that i don't want to stop talking to him, and talking to him is essential, and telling him all the things that you've done for the day, how you felt rightnow, and also , because if i'd stop talking to him , i would die. Sighhhh.

Wtffffuggg am i thinking ?:/ I really don't know. But i've asked myself a really good question though. Even if im sure that i have fallen for him, what can i do? What can i really do to make things better or make myself feel better ? NOTHING. I can literally do nothing. :/ RIGHT.

I don't know when i can really be sure of this feeling, but definitely nothing will goes right. I'm not being pessimistic. Its those things that are happening to me are making me feel that way. Does anyone know how im feeling now? Maybe i can say, only 1 or 2 .

We were planning that this thursday to meet up for dinner. I don't even know whether its on or not. He will just say that he can't make it last minute cause he got this and that. :/ I really hope that i can meet him soon. I want to talk to him, like face to face? Maybe it would be better.

He haven't been replying me since don't know when@#$%^&*^%$#@ hours ago. :( fugggggggg. It's not like him , seriously. But i won't be msging him till he text me:/ fine, i shall act cool like what careen has did also. Dying inside, but acting cool on the surface.

I did thought of not bothering him anymore, but i just can't do it. I just want to talk to him so much :/ Imagine that a person that you've been talking for year , like non-stop, everydayyyyyy. Got that feeling ? D: sighhh.

fine. i shall stop texting you, until you text me. But i shall keep my fingers crossed, and keep praying that you will text me soon :'(

Tick Tack Toe.

2011-10-07T10:16:00.000-07:00

ATOM♥

Hehhh. 3rd day of school, and its 8am lesson today. Hosp and retail module. However, I WAS LATE FOR CLASS ! homggg. i can't believe it. My phone died on me while i was sleeping just because i forgot to lock it. And alarm obviously can't ring cause the phone's switched off. Damnnn. -.- Oh well ~ first lesson and i was late. Confirm give faci bad impression. siannn. Seriously , spoil my mooddddd eh. I reached class around 0820am. Hahha. But today's lesson was okay, just that i was freaking hungry when class dismiss. HAHHAHA. I swear my stomach was grumbling all the way. Hahah ! I drank coffee in between break cause im gonna fall asleep in class. Lolllll.

After lunch with careen, heidi, xiao wei , rachel , amelia , hadi , eric, jin you at e canteen(koufu) . Haha. it was no longer called koufu anymore. I had to walk quite a distance to there though, cause im at E5 today :] hehh. Anyway, after eating, went lib to find nelson. Then yanghong came, and they walked me home cause it was raining and they walked by the shelter. Hahah ! At least someone accompanied me home :p Hehehe.

Cleaned my hamsters and their cage after i got home and then it was almost time after i cleaned finish. Hahha. So prepared and went to meet the rest at cwp for movie :] We watched REEL STEEL :D PEOPLE, the movie was AWESOME trust me :]. hehee. (Y) i will give 5 stars for it. hohohoo. MUST WATCH !!!!!

Anyway, tmr i think i shud be going for the nike event. My clique and i will be at the baggage deposit area i guess. :/ Shud be tiring. Whew. Ton for the whole night again. I hope i can take it. Hahha . Its at kallang tmrr :] heh. Carmen is running ! whoots. i will support her ! ^^

My arm is really hurting mannnn.:/ shucks. Shud i go consult sinseh ? Or maybe not. hmmm. I DONT KNOWW. But i really want to do something bout it. Its really hurting and there's side effect in the future if i dont cure it now :/ rawr ~

OHHHH. I TALKED ON THE PHONE WITH HIMMM YESTERDAY :p hehhh. im happyyy, i know right ~~~ XD Heheh. His friends are kinda cheeky , keep disturbing . Hahah ! but we had a long chat :] it was ..... awesome as ever ;p hehe. he's going to be free soon. He told me that he wont be going to tekong as often and no need to stay there anymore . He sounds happy and im happy for him too. I know that its tough inside D: Hopefully he pulls thru and i know he can :) hehh. i want to go shopping with him , and have long chats with him and play arcade with him. I told myself that i will catch a bear for him myself at the arcade. I want to prove that i can do better than him ! :p and i shall catch a bigger bear ! xD hohooho. till then, i shall keep trying ~

Lee hao asked me to go sentosa tmrrrr. But i dont think i can make :/ Cause at night got nike event. WILL BE SUPER TIRING ! :/ so i dont think i wilk be going. Jiajun also going for nike run tmrrr :] hohohoo. Unfortunately, he sprained his ankle last wed :/ damnnn. hope he will recover faster. Today we were supposed to go for movies ! But he was injured, so i guess next time then :]

Niao dannnn gave me a box of peppermint brownie cookies today ! :] THANK YOU V MUCHH NIAO DAN :D :D :D hehee. appreciated it. It was so nice when i tried the first bite :p hehe. Its been long since i last ate the brownie cookies. Hoohooho.

Had a great chat with careen ♥ and she's one of my best friend i ever had in RP :D she's awesome, you guys know that ! ? hehhh :D loveee herrrr ♥

feelings? Complicated.

2011-10-03T09:04:00.000-07:00

okay, this song is nice. And it really represents what im feeling now. I don't know whether its good or bad, but im unsure of this feeling. hmm. how to describe this feeling `~ its like, i really really want to talk to you because talking to you feels awesome, and also i dont wish to stop talking to you. But don;t know whether am i falling for you or what. That kind of feeling. Well, maybe its like a good friend that i dont wish to lose ? Or maybe he's the one? HAHAHAH.

But when i think of those moments that we went out and did things together, it was so funny. HAHA ! :] Well, i enjoyed and i know you do too ! XD We played monopoly at pastamania right after we ate our lunch. And i know im at the winning streak ! HAHH ! that awkward moment when you keep losing, was really funny i swear :] The bagpack that you've accompanied me to buy, im still using and i treasure that bag very much. Buying bagpack, stuffs you caught for me at the arcade, all those :] I really treasured those times.

oh well ~ they shall stay in my memory as long as i can live. hehh.

I'm going ice-skating tmr with my classmates - Jin you, audrey, careen, heidi, hadi, eric, amelia, rachel and my fav faci dolphin ho :p hehhe.

I can't believe that we can be this close to a faci :] The feeling rocks you know. Going out and hanging out together as friends but she's a teacher to you. HAHHA ! Ice-skating , first time for me and i bet its gonna be funn and awesome ! hehh. With my awesome friends and faci, we will definitely have a enjoyable time ! hehe. Tmr will be the last day of my holiday before my new sem starts again. I will have to work harder for the next sem i promise. I have to buck up. :/ homgggg.

i hope first day of school will be fine. whew. im in the same class as vivien, mingyang, adeline, andy and shikin. And i heard many rumors of some people in my class. wheww. :/ I dont really like cause some of them, comments from other people aren't that good. siannnzx. I hope my class will study hard , cause in such environment then i will excel.

Having friendly with NYP on wednesday, which is the first day of school. My class will be at W4. Just nice i can go lawn str8 after my lesson :] heheh. Convenient. hoho.

Alright, gotta go sleepp:] its gonna turn 1 am soon. Goodnight earthlings :]

i miss him ♥ and i just realised it.

will it ever be too late to realised it ?

Results released:/

2011-09-24T23:26:00.000-07:00

oh, i have watched a little bit of heaven that movie :) it was awesomeee. Watched it with fernanda, jiahui, christine, engtheng and evon and huimin :)

Results have been released. There's people that are overjoyed and people that are upset bout it too. For me, which category am i in? I think should be more to the disappointed category. :/ I'm reallyyyy very upset about my programming. It just pulled my overall grades down by so much. The rest did fine, that fucking ut 2 i got F, and that's my assignment 1 and 2. Fuvk. the system is just so corrupted. W H Y ? can somebody please tell me W H Y ? I want to know, what the hell are the teachers are doing. Even a person who didn't do the assignment on their own because they have some smarter friends with them and they helped them do everything , he/she can get a score of 44/50. that person can't even answer a simple question asked by teacher on evaluation day. WTF? and me, i did all the assignment codings by myself and i've got 29 for the 1st assignment. 2nd assignment i got 0 because of 3 mins late submission. WTFFFFFFFFFF is this. I really can't accept this. Worst case, i have submitted 4 of my files, and that 4 files, teacher told me that its corrupted, i can't see and therefore i cant give you any marks. FUCKKKKKK MY LIFE. that 4 files can earn me at least a few points.

ah shucks. I'm laggin so behind right now. i just have to do even better than this sem that's it. So my year 2 final GPA will be pulled up. come on, i can do it.

Anyway, went sentosa ytd with larissa, gui xiang, lee hao , weiliang , yanghong , tingrui, chi yiu and carmen ! :) It was funnnn i swear :D Went to find jiajun first at tanjong beach cause he's having a beach compt at there :) heh. Guess what ? I saw jansen. hahha. he's sitting with daryl and my friends told me he was there. Oh well ~

Made some new friends again at the beach cause we played with them , and one of the girls was larissa's sec friend. Greattt :) hehh. I didn't played a lot, and my recieving sucks. :/ I don;t know why im so afraid of the ball. my mind was completely blank. fuggggg. I need a wake up call. damnnnn.

Can someone enlighten me please ?

and oh, i just realised that 30th , im going to sentosa with my classmates and delphine for picnic ! HAHHA ! :] awesomeee !

we had joy, we had fun , we had seasons in the sun.(:

i want to go maldives.

Friendly(:

2011-09-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

Watched African Cats with larissa and chiyiu yesterday at cineleisure:p Its a goo movie though. For some people, they might think its boring ~ but i really love to see how they live and also their habitat. well, to its own preferences. Hahaha :D

alright, woke up at 11 plus this morning and i felt refreshed of course:p Sucha good life , cause i can no need to set any alarms and sleep till i want to wake up :p HAHAHA. But this good life is gonna end soon as soon as school reopens. :/

Anyway, i was playing tetris just now for a while. Superrrrrr frustrated while playing cause it was sooo lag ! H O M G. What the hell is wrong ?! D: I cant even play tetris properly, and of course, lagging cause me to lose like shyttt. Wasn't happy at all. :/ Feeling fucked uppppp and i went to looked at the volleyball chalet page, and bbq wholesale, was thinking what food to order as there's 20 people confirm goinggggg ! whoohoo. :) The moment i saw 20, i thinking, whoa, the chalet's gonna be packed. HAHHA. imagina 20 people in a room :x HAHAHAH ! And there's only 4 single beds. How the hell are we going to sleep ? :x

Totaled up the food, including some of the utensils, it will cost about $160++. hehe. There's chicken wings, satay, sambal stingray, hotdogs, and crabmeat. hehe. The rest like corns we will buy @downtown fairprice. HEHE:D Justin, aishah and yunkwang havent confirm their RSVP -.- grrrr. i need to order the food asap ! D:

Ohhhh, im having friendly later at Sembawang secondary. I hope, he will be there. But most likely not. :/ sighhhh. I know he wont come ~~ oh well`~~~~~ Meeting larissa and tingrui at cwp later on at 0345pm. I think im gonna cook myself something to eat first though im not really hungry. Dinner will be outside again, feel like eating subway since there's coupons for subway. XD Ate cold cut trio before training yesterday and it was awesomeeeee ! hehehe.

I will try my best laterrrrrr :) Just do it, come on :) hehe.

okay, gotta go. I will go and search for something to eat:p bye-byeeee !

this is an awesome picture taken, though i hate creepy crawleyesss! D:

Sentosa:)

2011-09-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hohooooo. im gonna start blogging naooozx for the past few days events :p hehh.

Saturday: Went event for the POSB kids race @ East Coast Park. This time im the leader and not the volunteer anymore :p hohohoo. And the volunteers, who were also from RP were under us. HEHHEEH. It was awesome the race, cause i get to see and interact with many kids that are soooo adorable, i swear ! :) heh. I love it when they started telling me their stories and what they did. :) A bunch of interesting kids. And i wonder am i like that when i was young. hehh :p Reached home around 2 pm plus , and of course, im tired. HAHHA. Knocked out till 10 pm straight. XD woke up for dinner , supper to be exact. HAHHA. and then watched teevee a while and i dozed off again on the sofa ! :O Then mommy woke up me to ask me go bed sleep. Then knocked out till the next day 8am, i finally woke up completed. HAHAHA. and in the right mind. That's how i spent my weekends. HAHAHA.

Monday: I went out with xiaowei , audrey, heidi, jinyou and eric. hahha ;) We went to watch johnny english, which i have alr watched but i watched it again @cineleisure. It wasnt that funny as the first time watching it cause i already know what's gonna happened next. Haha. oh well ~ :] After that we went to eat swensens ice cream. I didn't eat. :/ Cause its too fattening. Oh ! I saw jeffrey , surprisingly. He's with shawn and one of his malay friend. They watched johnny english as well. Haha. so coincidence. I saw merabel with her friends outside cine, and i saw amelia with her friends at old town, and i saw nixon outside scape with his friends smoking as well. HAHAHA. I saw many many many of my friends in fact. hehh.

Tuesday: Went Sentosa today with weiliang, man lin, larissa , ball ball and yanghong. :] Though it was raining almost the whole day, but it was funnnn :] We played indoor. hehehh. Till 3 plus the rain became smaller, and we went to play at the court. 3VS3. Awesomeeee :) hehh. There's no sunnnn at all, but i think i got a lil sunburnt-.- Which was wierdddd. AHHAHA. how can i get sunburnt when there's no sun at all ? Well ~ maybe it was the windddd ~ bla bla bla~ HAHAHA. that's what my mom will say when i told her. :x Anyway, we went into coasta sand to bath :p hehh. Ball ball and yanghong went to the swimming pool to swim. LOLLL. And there's a few epic moment when we were playing volleyball ! XD Laughed non stop. Especially Weiliang and ballball. HAHAHAH ! After bathing, man lin , ball ball and yanghong left first. Cause man lin was going out with her friends , yanghong and ball ball were going ITE to play ball :) hahah.

So left me , wl and larissa. We went to eat dinner :p heheh.

I had a fun and tiringggg dayyyyy. :\

but its all worth it.

I want to go sentosaaaa again !

Maybe this SATURDAY :p TEEHEE.

♥sentosa :p

hehhh.

this picture still reminds me of you.

Busy busy busyyyy.

2011-09-14T21:37:00.000-07:00

Some interesting pictures that i've found on the internet. (:

escalator.

pretty cool uh?

Wheww. Have been reallyyy busy during this holiday. This is the first time i have ever felt that the holiday is passing way too fastttt ! I've much more to do during this holiday, really. Some i had it accomplished, and some, obviously are not.

Yesterday, its Goat's birthday. We went to celebrate for him. Met heidi, eric, xiao wei, pei qi, and hadi first @ CWP cause we are going to icing room to decorate a cake for him. After doing so, we headed to Lot 1, where we reserved a place @ 5pm at pizza hut. Hehhh. So the cake was left there. Cause after playing laser quest , we will have our dinner at there. Hehe :)

Went to the country club(Something like that, i dont know whats the name of it) ,located near bukit batok driving centre there. We played 2 rounds of laser quest. First team, i was with goat and eric. 3 V 4 cause we only have 7 people , odd figure. So, yea, we won by almost more than half of their score. heheh :p Eric was placed 1st and goat's 2nd. But guess what ?-.- im 5th for the first round.

Oh well ~ So after taking a long break, we played find the differences at the machine over there. HAHHAH. We played for sooo longggg. Anyway, 2nd round started, and eric with xiao wei and heidi. So my teammates are pei qi , hadi and goat :) 2nd round, i made a slight improvement. HAHAH. Rank 4. biggest improvement made, is xiao wei. Heidi ranked 1st. heh:D Overall, it wassss so funnnn ,awesome ! My first time playing it, and it really gives me a deep impression. I seriously want to play it again . Maybe i will reconmend to my friends. :) hehe. Laser quest \m/ hehe.

oh, i have training later on @ queensway sec. Meeting man lin at 0120pm at woodlands and i will head down to Commonwealth. Meeting the rest at 2pm. Today training only a few people though, fernanda not coming cause she have something on last minute. :/ So left, me , jiahui, yong en, man lin, larissa, ying ling, christine. Just nice to play friendly. LOLLL.

Then after training, maybe heading to ikea to eat meatball:p hehe. But i feel like eating curry chicken @ queensway shopping centre :p hehe. Miss the times when i go with partner and jiehui and the rest.

i have the leaders' briefing at night at 0845pm near ai tong school (bishan) Will be meeting nelson , weiliang, tingrui, larissa , carmen and bodoh ng @7pm :D hehe.

Okaiiiii. Now, im contented. Cause this morning i went for a morning jog. heheh:) It was exhausted , really. I used to run 2 rounds without fail. But now, after running a round, my legs became wobbly and im super exhausted. :/ I think my stamina really drops after a period of not running. Ughhhh. I must keep up with the schedule i think. No more delaying ! D: tmr i will go jogging again. hehh.

Later still have training, and my arm really hurts :( Should i really go to doc again ? ughhh. I dont intend to, but i guess i dont have a choice .... :/

P.s I have finished watching my korean drama :p HOHOHOO. SO HAPPYYY!!! SungKyukKwan . Micky yoo chun is so cute, i swear. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Ton.

2011-08-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

Brrr ~ What a cold day it is today ! Hahha ! My hands and feets are colddddd :/ Hahah. Gonna ton later with my teammates cause there's the Adidas KOTR event tmrrr :) Hehh. It will be another tiring night and day tmr. Will only be dismissed around 12 plus or 1pm tmrr :( sighhhhhhhh. I hope time will past faster !

Chalet will be coming right up ~~ hohoho. Am reallyyyy exciteddd naooozx. Like what Hadi tweeted: Holiday + Chalet = no mood to study for FB. HAHHA! I totally agree with it. LOL.

I've found Marvin's blog which i think he has well-written posts :) Some posts can make you reflect on what you've did, and i could feel how he felt when he wrote that post. hmm.

Currently,i'm listening to some old songs, like the backstreet boys, N-sync. Listening to it, and i felt rather refreshing cause its nice ! Well, listening to old songs might be good, cause you may find it special. Hahha :) Especially, i love it when the song really well-represent what are you facing or feeling right now.

Anyway, gotta catch some sleeppppp later on. Hehhh :) I had miss out the fun today :( Cause Man lin, Weiliang, Yanghong, Lee Hao, Gui xiang, Larissa and some of Lee hao and guixiang's friends went too. I want to goooo badly :(((( but i still have ut on monday , Financial Banking. Monday will then be officially the last paper for me ! Well, most of the people already ended their ut yesterday. :( sighhh * Oh well ~ i guess there's next time. D:

Good news. My ipod came back to life. LOL. I thought it has already RIP cause i've tried to switch on that time, and it couldnt work :/ so i just left it there. Who knows this morning when i tried my luck by pressing the on button, it woks ! HAHAHAH ! YAYYY :D :D im happppyyy that it works againnnn cause i love my ipod :) heh. But i have neglected it again and again cause i have my iphone so ipod bascially only listen to songs :/ I'll use it laterrrr. hehh :)I have updated the songs inside. my all time favourites . HEHEHE.

Im listening to this song right now :

listen to it and you will know its nice :) heh.

I hope everything will goes well later on.

Baking cookies ! (:

2011-08-26T07:30:00.000-07:00

Before putting in oven :p

Eric's handddd. LOL. . EXTRA XD

in the oven ..baking in process :p yum yum*

Can you see the difference between the good ones and the bad ones ? :O

This is the most successful ones ! :D :D :D

its ready for eating ! :3

Baked cookies today with Eric, Heidi, Xiaowei ! Met Eric @ 10 am today at CWP and we went to cold storage to buy another packet of ready-made cookie :D We reached xiaowei's place at around 11 :) so we started to bake cookies and all those. There's successfully made cookies and bad taste cookies. Some were badly burnt :( and i felt bad for them. hohoho. but overall, we really put in much effort in baking the 3 packets cookies. HAAHAHA. there's actually 2 packets only, however when we were paying at the counter, the person say that there's free gift and gave us another packet. LOL. so lucky :D :D hehh.

anyway, i took some photos to post here :) Haha. You can see the difference of those edible and not edible. HAHHHA ! Eric damn bad, he said that you can see the different between audrey and cindi. LOLLLLLLL. Which made us burst into laughter. HAHAHA. Its pretty good to sit down or bake cookies as classmates. I felt rather heart warming :) hehh.

After which, we were lying on the floor using lappy, but i fell asleep on the mattress . XD LOL. Is slept quite a while and i felt refreshing when i woke up. But its about time to go off when i woke up. Haha.

So technically, i didn't on my lappy and study today -.- HAHAHAHA. I will start studying tmr. And i promise i will give everything that i've got. Cause monday will be my last paper ! :D whoots. Im so excited :3

Well, my activities are really stacking up higher and higher:) Hehh. I hope i will have a fruitful and enjoyable holiday ! hehe. What it really bothers me most now , is the IT fair. Cause i have zero knowledge about harddisk and i really have no idea how to achieve a nice sales score. I need to do some research i guess. If i want a nice result, i guess i need to put in a little effort. Cause nothing is free in this world. Hahah:/

anyway, im going to ton for the adidas run tmrrrr with my friends. They also signed up for it. We have to report at 12 if im not wrong. hahha.

i need to sleep moreeee. Cause i will be like a zombiee after the race. LOL.

Walking zombie making her way home is more like it. HAHAHAHA.

I think i have ate too much cookies today. Cause keep testing every cookies that are freshly baked. HAHAHAH ! Too heaty alr. I need to cool down myself. HAHHAH.

oh well ~ i need to sleep soon too. :]

oh ! i've got russell to work in IT fair ! Hahha :D he wil be working in microsoft and his pay is much more attractive than us lea ! D: wtheckkkk can ! his basic pay is 8 bucks per hour and commission is 2 bucks for each item . wthhhhhhhhh. D: But, he owes me a treat ! HAHAHAH ! AWESOME ! :] hehh.

Im kinda stressssss. i need to read up naooozx. goodbye :]

tmr will be fine. i guess.

Exams period.

2011-08-25T09:49:00.000-07:00

4 papers down, and 1 more to go. Should i be happy or upset bout this fact ? hmm. Activities come after one another right after my exams. It just stacks higher and higher.

oh well ~ many things happened recently i must say. However, I help so restless of em and instead of solving it, im beginning to avoid it. Don't know am i the real cause of it or what. And totally no idea of how to solve it either. So kinda helpless, even if i want to solve it. Im clueless. Anyone can help me ? I doubt so. Cause anyone who wants to help me will also get involved. :/ which is the last thing i ever want, cause i have never want to affect anyone.

I'm reflecting now, not because i have nothing to do. Because i don't want to share my problems with others, so as to avoid misunderstanding. Even if they want to know, they will only know the outlook of the story. Like a summary of it. But deep down, they will never know what really happened except for me. somehow, i got really tired of all these conflicts and arguments. I'm tired, mentally and as well as physically. Can i just take a break from all these ? To the extent, i even use studying as an excuse so as to distract myself from all these problems. Yes, i want to do well in my exams of course. Who don't ? But, all these things are affecting me. And i know that i shouldnt be affected by all these minor things. So i have been telling myself that all these problems will go by itself when time comes. And i seriously hope it will.

oh please.

Nice song :)

2011-08-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
That you keep that smile.

Yeah, you are my dream,
There's not a thing I won't do.
I'll give my life up for you,
Cos you are my dream.

And baby, everything that I have is yours,
You will never go cold or hungry.
I'll be there when you're insecure,
Let you know that you're always lovely.
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

You had my child,
You make my life complete.
Just to have your eyes on little me,
That'd be mine forever.

And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl, cos you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

We're made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

One day when the sky is falling,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.
Nothing will ever come between us,
I'll be standing right next to you,
Right next to you.

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls
Oh baby
I'll be there

You've got that smile,
That only heaven can make.
I pray to God everyday,
To keep you forever.

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he's sooooo adorable! C: esp the eyes. so attractive :p

Having study break right now ~ This is the last lap for everyone of us. Its either that you give whatever you can, try your best or you give up to fail the test. For me, im going to try my very best definitely. Went to study with Eric, Heidi, Hadi, Careen and Audrey:) Saw Kenneth in the library :D he was also studying in the lib with his friends . After studying, around 4pm, we went to Northpoint to catch Captain America. Xiao wei tagged along too. The cinema was really small :x HAHAHAAH. Shared popcorn with Eric and a large Sprite drink. The movie was nice but then i was super tired when in side the cinema. Hhah. i almost fell asleep when watching it halfway. oppsss.

Anyway, tmr im going back to school early again. Tmr im going back alone to revise:) Maybe alone will be better cause i can concentrate. Heheh :D I think cheryl will be coming to find me around noon. hehe. we'll be going to guy's training tmrrrr C: heheh. It seems like long time i didnt play volleyball. LOLLLL.

im like yawning like hell now ~ whew .:/

OHHHH ! I ranked up in tetris ler ! :) whoots ! LEVEL 23 ! All thanks to Seng Whyeeee C: Though he's meannnn caue he always taking advantage of my gullible-ness, but at least he helped me ranked up ! whootsss :D happy happy* :3 ought to thank him. I also did well okay ! MUHAHAHHA. i have posted one video which is 57 lines with 2 KOs :p heheh. oh well ~~~ i have tried my best. :p

yawn ** im reallyyyyy worn out today. D:

I guess i need to sleep earlier than usual so that tmr i'll have enough energy to chionggggg my work ! D: hehe. FTW jingyee ! jiayouuuuu ! C:

POL-ITE's officially over for us .

2011-07-30T01:55:00.000-07:00

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I edited this for cheyl (:

Fernanda and me and nixon :)

I love her ! C:

Careen my best friend :D

HEES :D

Larissa and me, taken in sports hall toilet :p

Taken by me :) When my friends and i ton for Shape run:)

this song rocks :) Im obsess with it .

Whew, finally POL-ITE's over for us :) This year POL-ITE , we got a better achievement. We actually secured the 4th place. Last year was last though. I think we did better this time round:) And im proud of my team honestly . Everybody tried their best. Though we had our ups and downs, under performing , we pulled through together.

"“I don't believe you have to be better than everybody else. I believe you have to be better than you ever thought you could be.”

I got injured this time round. My old injury came halfway during my competition. It was really painful. But i pulled through too. And for the sake of the competition, i went to consult a sinseh and the process really hurts. I have to return for the second time cause the sinseh asked me to :/ I'm still hesitating. One reason that makes me hesitates is that it hurts, second reason, it's not guranteed to recover even if i return back :/

My arm used to hurts when im serving. But now, it has gotten worse, cause when i raised up my hand or even ever movement i made, it hurts. Yea, i know it will become even worser , like amputating it. sigh. i need to buck up my courage before i can go consult that sinseh again. Its like, overcoming it mentally and physically. GREAT.

Cheryl , merabel and cassandra and their team when to sentosa today :) Hope they had fun. Partner, nelson yanghong, man lin, chi yiu , larissa, weiliang , justin , and the rest went to fish yesterday and they are goin to play pool ltr on :) They must enjoyed a lot. As much as i want to go, but i guess i need to stay at home to rest and do the things that i want. I like , always getting home late and i dont even have time to sit down and stay at home cuddling in my bed all day long ~ Hehhh :p I want to cuddle with my lil sheep on my bed C: Teehee.

Anyway, this POL-ITE's really great. I have made a few new friends and im glad that i have known them. Everyone of us are from different school, but it seems like we can get along well.

"On court, we are opponents. But in real life, we are best friends:)"

Tmr im going to the airport first, cause my relative is going back to her country. Then i will meet sM cause she's going to RP to take bursary. Hahaha. she will have to treat me brunch by then :p yayyys. After that, i will have to go to my cousin's house. I don't know what occasion, but there's buffet and there's pizza hut ! whoots. :) Im excited. Tmr's gonna be a tiring day for me.

Oh btw, I miss him . :(

I'm waiting for the right time, the right person to go USS with me :) HEHEH.

Fernanda knows who it is :p hheheh.

and oh ! i love talking to fernanda , that ah boy :p

HAPPYYYY ! SUPER UBER HAPPYY! :B

2011-07-22T12:28:00.000-07:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥

drey and me (:

trudie , cass and me :D ♥

Trudie, cass , me and yunkwang(:

drey and me :D

trudie and me :B

cheryl and me ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

HELLO TO THOSE WHO ARE READING ! :P

its kinda late naoooo, 3.28am. LOLLLLLL And im still wide awake. WHY ?! causeeeeeee im too happpy to be asleepp :] teeeeheee. Had compt against ITE today, and we won 3-0. I didn't play cause my arm was hurting like hell when i serve the ball.:/ i guess i will have to rest till the next match. HURTS LIKE HELLLLLLL. D: homg. Anyway, i can see that everyone's playing their best:) im sho happyyyyyyy today ! :B :B :B heheh. everything's going well ~ whew . this is the way ! it shud be like this everyday ! my life will be superr awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! hohoho. NYP , TP ITE AND RP was there today. And of course, i will see a lot of people that i know :) Trudie, Cassandra, ernest, jansen, ronald, jayda, and a lot more. :) hehhh. its goood to see them .

A very unexpected thing happened was that, not only i took photos with cassandra and trudie, i took photo with JANSEN tooo ♥ homgggggg. i swear i was super uberrrr nervousss at that time ! cause i still owe weiliang a dare and he asked me to go take photo with jansen ~ Haahhh. i was reluctant at first, cause i was freakingggg shy and i know that he wont want also ~ Hahah. but in the end, cheryl and weiliang pulled me to jansen. Was kinda awkward at first, and we stood together. Then cheryl say arms around me, so that it looks nicer. And his teammates also say that we were standing too far from each other. LOL. i was freaking freaking freakingggggggggg nervouss. i think my palm with sweating. HAHAHHAH. but in the end, jansen did put his arm around me. LOLLOOL. i almost had a heart attack . XD

the photo was naise i swear(Y) hehh :D first and ever photo taken with him .:B yayyyyyyy. so happyyyy. kkekeke. i hope i can take a few more with him though ;p hohoho. ronald thatttttttt idiot keep shouting. grrrrrrrrrrr-.- making me so paiseh from the start. Jiehui also another one, keep shouting what im wearing --. alamakkk .

anyway, Fernanda finally got what she wants :) and im happy for her . heehehhh. (Y)

tmr im going to help out for johnny, at anchorvale CC. need to reach there by 2pm. And dismiss around 6pm. after which will go home and bath then rest a while i need to chiong down to meet the rest again for SHAPE run :D heheeeeeeee. It will be a super tiring day ~~ HAHAHAH. and i havent sleep ! HOMGGGGGG.

i need to sleep soon :/

alrighttt. i will be a good girl ~ goodnight earthlings :)

im too happy for today .

i hope everyday will be like this :B :B :B which is not realistic. blahhhh.

"okay , maybe i shall give you a chance."

whoots C: i hope its what im hoping for :p

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17 ♥ for you :p hehhehe.

First match :)

2011-07-17T02:05:00.000-07:00

Whootsssss :) im kindaaa happpyyy this few days cause the first match of competition have gone well ~ And we did well of course :) hees. I have never thought that we will play that well. In fact, i can see everyone's determination to get as many points as we can. Though we are losing behind, but we have never gave up throughout the whole match.

honestly speaking, i admit that im super duper uber nervous and anxioussss for the compt. While i was on the court, i couldnt stop trembling i swear. My legs are trembling ! homggg :/ i tried man times to calm myself down. Though i didnt show that im nervous, but inside im sooo nervous. My expressions and my feelings are contradict. HAHAHAH. Well, there are many TP supporters as usual, and the atmostphere there was almost as high as a national parade. Hahh. Cheerings , shoutings and screamings. Those factors will definitely make you feel even more nervous and anxious.

Okayyy, time to reflect on my errors. I haven't been able to recieve those balls that were behind me just by a little. Im like too dependent on jiahui, whose position is just behind me. However, since her coverage was almost 1/4 of the court, i need to help her cover the front part. There were 3 balls in total that i couldnt recieved throughout the whole 3 matches. Wthhhhhhhhh. I should have just raised my hands and set the ball up. :/

TP did well too. Their defence were quite good :) and the rally between us were very long ~ AND i need to comment on this. Im super frustrated with the referees. Esp the second referee. Damnnnit. The fugggeerr. :/ He doesnt suits to be a referee ! BLAAAAAHHHHH ! the balls that were in are so obvious, and he judged out of bound. While those balls that were touch-out, he judged out. wthhh? its so unfair can? and the scorer didnt flip our points. IM SURE about that. the scorer didnt flipppppp ! D: homggg. the first match i swear was more than 17 points. damnnnnn. Whateverr, next match i aint gonna let this happennnnn. grrrrrrrrrrrrr D: damn angry.

Next match is against NP , wednesday :) hehh. Only one match on that day. so i guess it wont be a lot of people :x Hahah . all not coming except for TP supporters. lollllllllll. anyway, i just hope that everyone will try their best . We can do it, definitely:) hees. Nothing is impossible as long we have the will to do it.

I will never give up so easily this time round. im sure everyone will do their best too. :) ♥

anyway, lemme show you guys some nice and deeeaalicioussss ice cream :p i bet you guys will drooling after you see em ;p heheh.

opppsss .all this are tempting me to crave for ice cream naoooC: any kind souls are willing to buy for me now ?XP heeheheh. kiddinggg ~

alright, gotta go ~ i have lots and tons of work me to do:/ assignment, UT2, revision ~ almost everything that i couldnt have finish ! homggg. goodbye ! :)

tmr will be a good day for me ! ♥ cause i get to see you :B hees.

BUSY ! :(

2011-07-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

alrightttt, i haven't been blogging for the past few days, or to be exact, a week plus i guess ? hahah. Obviously, im busyyyyy D: My life is so happening. However, not everything that im doing, is what i've enjoyed. Take for example, Java Assignment will be a good example that i DONT WANT TO DO ! >:( it freaks me outtttt. homggg. I don't want history to happen, so this time round i will start early on my assignment i swear! D: shucks. But at the same time, i have limitations to start early too ! Cause i DONT KNOW HOW TO DO ! >:( sighhhhhhhhh. oh well ~ anyway, i still have to do-.- blahhhh.

Okay, i've watched Transformer 3 last Saturday right after the RP run @ CWP cathay with most of my teammates :) Heheh. Bumblebee is loved ♥ Homgggg. you'll nevaaa know how adorable he is. :) hehh. i watched Transformers cause for the sake of watching Optimus prime and Bumblebee ya'll know ? XD I know that's hilarious, but its trueeee. Hohohoo. Optimus prime is superrrr suave, while bumblebee melts my heart ♥__♥ .hohohoho. I'll show you some photo of themmmm later alright. hehhe ;p Shared popcorn with Larissa and had a great time watching it, but halfway thru the movie, i had to rush to the toilet with Larissa cause we can't hold our bladder anymore. HAHAHAA. XD

Republic run was not bad:) Though i said that i dont wanna run, but in the end, i ran with Shella. And i didn't stop throughout the whole run. That was a huge accomplishment for me! hehe :D I told myself tht i can't give up, there's only a few more kilometres to go ~ so that's what's keeping me going on and on ~ Heheh :) Perserverance ttm. I saw a lot of people from other igs of course, saw nicholas, jeffrey etc. chatted with them and they are like so much faster than me !?:O I took around 50 mins i guess. Ah, nehmind ! I still felt proud of myself :B heh. EH ! not fair ! dragonboat people didnt have to come ! >:( Zackkkkkk say that he didnt have to come loh ! so shiokkkkkk. ugh. noob puppy. Hahaah.

Ohhhh. class diagram, fuggggggggg:/ Im like 3/4 done only ? and tmr is the deadline ! wtheckkkkkkkkkkkk. I swear i have to complete in class tmrrrr. Lucky tmr's lesson is kinda relax. :) whewww.

Friday , will be the first match for us , and unfortunately , against TP. HAHAHAHA. The toughest match of all. Oh well ~ and great, im sick :/ fugggggggggggggggggg. no matter what, i aint gonna go consult a doc~ CAUSE I HATE MEDICINE. Haahah. I will rest more i suppose. But right now, its 11.28pm and i'm still awake though im feeling sickly and sleeppyyy. @_@ hahhah. I need to slppppppppp soon. D: ughh. I have to get well before friday ~ :/

tmr guys' having training. Yayyyy :B i think im going most prolly, cause i wanna play ball ! hehehhhh. i just felt so uncomfy these few days, cause there's no training and i want to play ball badly:( shucks.

Im so excited for tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~ yayy :B Going training with partner :p ♥

anyway, thanks to Shape run . I have made a new friend :) and i hope she don't hate me that much anymore. Cause she will know more about me as time passs by (: and i can see that, she's trying to approach me ler :) yayyyyyy :B im kinda hhappyyy. heh. Shape run actual day 24th july , im appointed to the Route C water point if im not wrong :) hohohooo. Have to ton again narhhhh, will be super shaggg by the end of the event.

will i able to meet a unicorn one day ? :B hehheh.

MOVIE: Mr Popper's Penguins.

2011-06-27T09:00:00.000-07:00

Okay, firstly, let me wish somebody a happy belated birthday. I guess im the last who wish him belated birthday. Went to watch movie at AMK hub today with some of my teammates. Caught Mr Popper's Penguins at 0715pm . The show was AWESOME , somehow somewhat. And i think i will rate it 5 stars. hehehehe :D thumbs up ! hehh. I sat with yanghong and justin. And i shared a popcorn with two soft drinks with that idiot , justin :x HAHAAHA. keep laughing throughout the movie, and i swear justin was super PERVERT. HAHA :D shall not say what he did ~~ tralalala :D anyway, went right home after the movie and i was feeling super shagggg you know.

Something got into my mind when i was in the movie halfway. That girl in the movie asked her father, " What if that guy that you likes, don't like you? What will you do?" and i can see that she's feeling super shag welll maybe that guy dont likes her when she confess to him?:/ hmm. thats a very good question, applying to what situation i am in naoooozx. Pffttt * D: Confess is a definite NO-NO to me. hahah. Other than that, i guess i will only remains stagnant . -.- unless he likes me . pheww ~` oh well ~ this reminds me to reflect on myself though. TRALALALALA ~

sigh. Anyway, many things happened recently ~ :/ and it makes me so tired, mentally and physically ~:( Why does things have to turn this way. And what im fear of right now, is that people changes. I know, people do changes as time pass by. However, are they changing in a good way or a negative away? !D: that's what im feared bout. And to the extend that , you don't even know who are they anymore, and don't even understand about them ,like total strangers. :/ I hate that when my close friends become like this. Simply hate it. Sometimes, during crucial moments like spending time with my teammates, close friends or even best friends that i treasured, time will will stay there. We have fun, and joy together, at that moment, its the best time in my life that i ever had. Nowadays, i see more conflicts than happiness around me :/ WHYYYYYYY. Ughh. its not that im complaining a lot. its just that.........i can't accept the fact that things changes so quickly when i can't even keep the pace up ! damnit. :( fineee..

life still goes on ~

alright, i shall sleep naooozx.:( i had a tiring and tough day as well. Tmr i bet there's much more challenges for me to face. goodnight people and aliens.

SHAG ttm

2011-06-26T07:31:00.000-07:00

Went town today with sm. Though i had laughter with her, but those laughters are just temporary. :/ Something's on my mind all day long....... freak. I have never quarreled with someone like that before. NEVER IN MY 19 YEARS OF LIFE. Till now .....

i dont know what exactly happened. But im definitely sure that his objective of talking to me, is to not letting someone to training . I shall not name who for privacy reasons. But the thing is that , i asked her myself to come for our training. And it has nothing to do with her. So if you wanna hate me , just blame it on me. I dont wanna her to guilty ......

This problem is between me and you, and i dont wish that there's another 3rd party coming in. I want us to solve the problem by ourselves, and not with the help of others. I have already did what you want me to do, what else you wanna more ? Just tell me, if i can i definitely will do it. But now, the problem is , i dont even know what are you mad at me, and what else you want more. You deleted me from FB, and even say that you dont wish to see me. I just hope that you did all these cause you are freaking pissed of. But could you tell me WTH are you pissed off ? I get what you mean, from all those msges that you sent me ytd night. I GET IT. ughhh. And why are you insisting that i dont ?

furthermore, its only a person coming to training, and why are things getting more and more complicated ? Its solved already right ? I have so many thoughts in my mind but i just can't say it verbally out. and its freaking me out. Only me myself understand what im feeling and going through now. I really felt so helpless and dont know what the heck i should even do next. Or shud i just ignore this problem and run away instead ? you know, i will not run away from problem and i will choose to solve it instead. Now you are the one who's running away. I guess our thinking and perceptions are just too different... we can't compromise somehow. And even i compromise, things just turned out differently, and also in the end, we quarreled even though i dont know whats the exact reason.

Im gonna make myself clear. I treasured FRIENDSHIP freaking much like how i treasured my life. In all my life, i have never quarreled this badly, and now being the first time, im so shagggg and i suck at handling it. :/ I have never wanted this to happen..But whyyyyy. I just hope that my close friend wont be affected by him too . its not like i dont care about you, its just that we are both stubborn i admit it. Since i have already compromised, why can't you ? let's just make things simpler can you . ... sigh ..

i dont know what i should do now ..

FML

I have so many things on my mind, and yet i have so little to speak it out...

VOLLEYFEST :D

2011-06-25T07:46:00.001-07:00

blaahhhhh. Im finally sitting down on my chair and starting to blog cause i have lots of free time naoooozx C: Hehhh. It has been a long day for me and also my teammates. Volleyfest event held @ NUS recreational sports hall. Okayyy, and of course,i saw Mr Soo Sheng Li . Haha :B And i'm glad that i can see him, cause its been long since i last saw him ,that was when the 2XU event, he was the participant . Hahh. Anyway, he didn't want to tell me his team name, so today i realised that the first match that we were against, Which is called ESPADA, was his group -.- HAHAHA. so coincident. As usual, he played main spiker , and for the first match i played main spiker with jiahui too. Did badly for the first match, well ~ they are strong i admit. Cause his team is made up of NTU and NUS players. 4-15 score. damn. :/

When we shook hands, i shook his hand and slapped his hand ;p HEHEHEH. cheeky fella. anyway, i played setter for the next subsequent match. Though i didn't set that well, but my players good :D HEHEH. all thanks to them (: Heh. I think we had quite a few good games for some of the matches, like HC, and Pink jersey team. Hah. We did a great jobbb i think:) Same for team 1, we both did a great job (Y) hehhh. This is our first open match since the new recruitment. But we still have a long way to go ~

Well ~ After our match, we went to eat and watch Ladda land. Freaking scare the hell out of me. -________- damnit. I hate HORROR. I watched cause i have promised weiliang that i will watched. pfftt* stupiakkkkk. I hate HORRROR ! no more from onwards. what a stupiakkk thing to do. Horrroor-.- ugh. The ending was kinda touching , cause the father died. So only left with the mother , the daughter and son. They went back to Bangkok. Thai horror are the scariest kaeeee. homggg D: scare the shyyyttt outta me.

Went home after that, but ima not hungry :/ Shud i go town or rest at home tmr ? hmm. Im kinda indecisive. :/ Tireddddd naoooozx. and brain is malfunctioning. AHHHH ! i keep losing tetris. damniittt. all my starssssssssssss gone -.- pooffff *

okayyyyyy. I get it, i get whatchu wannaaa. And i will do whatever you want kae ? I hate conflicts. Whatever shyttt you want me to do, i will do it. just stop with your chanting. I hate it when people are like lecturing me what to do, just stop. i will just do alright . But one thing is that, you can't stop me from making friends. And whoever i want to be with , its my choice. You don't make the choice for me. I choose to be with whoever you want, and you are nobodee to stop me. I have the right to choose aint ? :/ ah shucks whatever. You aint gonna listen to me anyway. We are both on our own side of view, and we will not be listening to each other. So thre's no point to continue the convo. i'll just do it. fineeeeeeeee.

okay, bye people .

VOLLEYFEST :D

2011-06-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

Partner♥

We are webcamming with each other though we are in the sports hall . HAHHAH :B

That's what F R I E N D S are called.

We have fun and joy , seasons in the sun :B

Pffftt* In another few more hours im meeting my teammates to go NUS cause VOLLEYFEST's tmrrrr. :D Hehh. im kinda excited but also nervous at the same time. To be honest, my thumb is hurting more and more. hmm:/ Well, i think i can take it till pol-ite finish. i will have to persevere then. Wish me luck, people.

Btw, went swimming today with xw :D Hehh. so funnn and tiring~ homg D: tmr i will have to wake up @ 5am. damn. So freaking early. Hahhh. the earliest i have ever wake up in my life. :x HAHAAH. i swear i have never wake up @ 5am before ;x HAHAAH. its too freaking early for me. I guess i need to sleep before 10pm. HOHOHHO. its 9.51pm naoooozx C: I will finish blogging by 10 pm :) hehh.

no matter what happen tmr, i will have to perform my best. I promise, i will remain cheerful throughout all matches, even if its win or lose. :B my idol will be there tooo tmr XD MUAHAHAHAH. i will get to see him ! :P hehhh. that cheeekyy boy. tskkk* I need to get my ass @ Clementi tmrrr @ 0620 am. homgggg. i need to sleep naoooozx people ! goodnight earthlings !

will update more about the match tmrrr. :B

i miss him.

i want to talk to him.

but i just can't.
Something just stopped me. :/

i hope i don't regret.

Blah.

2011-06-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

Went to partner's house to ton on Friday cause we have event on Saturday morning , BANANA run. Hahh. the t shirt was super duper small laaaaa -___________- damnit. Hahh. Makes me wore my jacket when i changed into their t shirt. damnitttttt. D: fuvking small.@$#%^&^%$#@! oh welllll~~ After event went to watched green lantern. gui xiang and jianming came to meet us. We went arcade play before that and it was funnn , it gives me memories of that place. XD Hahh.

Anyway, green lantern wasn't that nice as i expected. I slept during halfway through the movie =x Oppsss. It was intentional though ! hehhhh cause i was too tired i guess:/ I only slept less than 2 hours at partner's house . Hohoho. Some piggyy say that when i sleep like unglam onlyyyy . -_____- rawrrrr. WO HEN TIRED MAAAAA ! D: rawrrr. It was super coldddd in the theatreee. Hahh. even though its so noisy inside the cinema, i stilll can sleep:X Hahah. That shows how tired i am. XD

went to eat chicken rice after thatttt , i can see that everyone's shaagg ttm. Hahh. After that, went home , partner , carmen and nelson went to cheryl's house i guess. Hahh. Took train with yanghong and weiliang. Chatted a lot but at the same time, super tired too. Time flies when we were talking , and i reached woodlands fastt enough :P

Chiongggg home to sleeppp after that. hehhh :D Slept for like dontknow how many hours before im finally awake. Knocked out for a long timeee i guess. XD Longest that i have slept was 17 hours :X HAHHHA !

okayyy, time for some reflections. Have thought of many things during the weekends or even during my free time. I don;t know why am i having conflicts with him so often. -________- maybe our thinkings arent the same ? Well, everyone perception isn't the same i must say. Its not like, we can't compromise. Its entirely up to us. Our friendship just weigh that much ? like , to the extend , we are ignoring each other and hating each other ? I dont want thattttt. I want to get along well with every single one. I know i can't be like someone who can do whatever things you want me to do . But as a friend, i will definitely lend you a helping hand or even listening ear. But when times you are like, so rash and also dont even want to listen to me, and keep standing on one side views on yours, i know i can't continue that convo anymore. Cause it will still comes to nothing. ah whatever. I have done everything that i can lerrr. If you are still angry or pissed off with me for nothing, i can't do anything , really. I just hope that, our friendship is more than quarrellings , aarguings . i've never quarrel with my friends at all , arguments are bound to have it. But we get over it easily, not like this time :/ shucks.

i guess there's so many things that are affecting me after all this while. Academically, interest, relatonships, or even doubting my skills. All these are affecting me and making so negative. It seems like the tide are coming against when im swimming, and im struggling to swim over to the other side, but its just so difficult...... Obstacles are overtaking my mind and its just so hard to overcome it ... I need something that can motivates me , seems like i have alr lost th motivation that i had in the past that can push me and gave me 'never give up' mentality. I need to get back those times where i wont give up easily on things. like wise, during training or compt, i dont give up on my skills that easily. sighhh...

Tmr , i have no school, but i need to go school around 0130 -0230 cause of programming. Will be meeting faci for the assignment. i need to study my codes for now. goodnight earthlings .

Tmr will be a better day.

'Just keep telling yourself that you can, girl. ' - ♥ jiayouuuuuu:D

JAVA can kill. BEWARE.

2011-06-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

damnnitttt. Have been so busy all day longggg. Today data commm wasn't easy at alll:/ in fact it was kinda tough. hahhhh. I expected that it will be eassyyyyy. damnnnnittt. D: Had spent my whole day doing IT thinggyyyy, java, binary digits, decimals... etc. When are these going to put it to an end ?! :O AAAAHHH ! i think i should just stop complaining. :/ sighhhh. but accumulating inside my heart also not good maaaa ~~ xD might as well complain to my blogggg when there's nobodeee to lend me a listening ear :p I need a good pair of ears that could take my complaining ;p HEHEHEHHEH. rawr rawr rawrrrrrr.

oh ! i've got my Seagate harddisk ! XD whoohoo ! kindaaa happyyy cause its red in color ! ♥ one of my fav color ;p hehhh. but if its yellow, it will be even bttr :p hehehh. all thanks to SM that went all the way to my school today at night, to pass me :p hehhh. I have transferred all the files that i want it to be in the harddisk leeeeerr !XD whohooo. its officially in used XP

anyway, tmr im going for the guys training. aaaahhh shyyyttt i havent do finished my JAVA assignment ! D: seriously, today my brain cells died so many of em. :/ sighhhh. I need time to replenish them~ Hehehhh. can i have date extention ? :D :D :D pretty pleaseee? NOOOO ! that will be the reply from the faci ~ ughhh :/

oh well ~~ i need to sleep , like now :D hehhhh .tmr it will be beetttterrrrrr. :D :D :D :D

goodnight people !

my strawberryyy baby ♥ XD hehh.

First day of school:)

2011-06-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

nice hoodie uh ? ikrrrr ~:p

Whew. OKAY ! Finally, the first day is over. And guess what ? It worns me out totally. Like duh ? Did Oriented-programming today, of course im frreaked out. Hahh. As usual, i didn't do finished my codings , partly cause im slowwwww in doing codes and also ima dumbbbbb -______- you know~ Hahh. Everyone around me seems like so fuvking peeerrrfeccttt. tskkkkk. :/ oh well ~ At least i managed to pull through today :) It was kinda an achievement though. Hehhh. I admit that i had a tough day today, cause i didn't gave up ! hhhohoo. way to go mannn ~ :3

Anyway, had meeting @ TRCC with all the other IG members including cap, vice and core members. It was kinda cool cause it was my first time seeing all the sports members gathering. Hahah :D and i saw many manyyyy of my friends ! heehee :D Kinda happy when i saw them:3 Hehhh. ♥ i love my friendssssss like seriously! HEHHEHEHE :D There's buffet after the talkkkkk, but unfortunately, when we got there, everything was finished up perfectly, without anything left except for drinks. HAHHAHAH. oh well ~ Went cwp to eat with partner, wl, nelson, yh, jiehui, larissa, nixon. Jianming, justin, aishah, jiahui and the rest went home. Hahah. i guess they have smthing on ~ :/ anyway, i would love to have a group outing soon. Well, beach will perfect :p hehhh ♥ im just addicted to the beachhhh :p (wink wink).

Ohhhhh yyarrr. There's SOMEONE stalkingggg my blogg uhhhh just onlyyyy, before going to sleepppppppp ! :p you know who YOU ARE ! HAHHAAH ! SHOOOO ! GO AND SLEEPPPP ! XD
hehhhh.

tmrrrr its data comm- my favourite lesson though its kinda boring and slackkkkkk. But i always tried my best in every lesson that i had :D Hehh. Anyway, saw data comm faci today @ kofu :D hahh.

ohhhh shucks. imaaaa sooooo freaked outtt. Cause of that nelson ! ughhh. D: Scandalous photos of me and him. Not because i wanted to take with him kaeeeee. Its he grabbing me so fuvvvvkinnnggggg hardd laarrr ! IDIOTTTTT. @#%^%$#$%^&* like seriously, im so dead mannnnnn. :/ I hope people won't think otherwise when jh posted all those pictures sooner or later :/ sighh* I just hope he wont see it. ughhhhhhhhhhhhh. oh well ~ like what whale saiddddd, i can't do anything, cause whats done been done. :/ i shall pray hard then ~~

Tmrrrrr i shall stay back till i have almost finish my assignment. YinChang and Careen will be staying back with me too. And i hope we can do as fast as we can. I really need aidddd mannn. D: somebodeeee, anybodeee please help me ! hmmm. i need more than 24 hours day ~~~ at least 30 hours i guess :/

im thinking to myself, what shud i wear tmr ? Hahhh. that's kinda random. HAHHAHAH. but im still gonna think about it. oh well~ goodnight earthlings and ETs. :) Tmr will be a better day for me i hope.

this antique camera is so freaking awesome ♥

i miss vballlllll just like i've been missing you :D

Weekends. Gosh

2011-06-12T09:53:00.001-07:00

Oh well ~ This weekend, is super uber boringgggg ! In fact, I think I didn't even stepped out of my house . (Excluding going for lunch) Goshhh. It was terrible. I guess this is the first time that i stayed at home for both weekends. :/ The feeling suckssss ttm. However, I have gained some things too. I revised for my work and cracked my brain cause of the Java assignment that have to be done by THIS COMING THURSDAY. HOMFG. I don't think i will be able to finish up by then. damnnit. alright, i have made up my mind . i'll stay back on tuesday for the whole freaking day, even if im gonna die of boredom, or fuck-ed up mind that driving me crazyyyy. -____- oh well ` thats it. No more excuses, I HAVE TO FINISH UP BY THURSDAY. I have UT on Wed, Oriented-programming. GREAT. Then on Friday, databased system. damnit. Did RP planned the UT schedule on purpose ? I wondered this to myself sometimes:/ They are like , trying to kill us. D: ughhhhh. Anyway, i blogged this post cause im kinda feeling stressed. For the first time, i have felt that i'm laggin behind others, like assignments not done/just started, revision not enough , or even training not hard enough during vball practice :( Damnn. I should be telling myself, "Did i really try my best?" "Did i train hard enough ?" "Do i have enough practice ?" "Or am i paying too much attention on one side and neglected the others ?" There's much more thoughts on my mind though . :/ sighh* I have been sighing for the past few days, in fact past few weeks.

Looks like its gonna be a challenge for me, of how am i gonna handle my time that's left for me to do my assignment and revision for UT. I swear, after this period, im gonna chiong my practice, and also beach. I'm just so addicted to beach. Gx asked me to go beach today. As much as i want to, i can't , cause if i go, i would have neglected my studies again :/ Sighhhh* ron went beach for training too. Jansen went ytddddd. Seems like everyone around me is having funnnn:/ sigh. The more i have to think positively to myself this period, so that i can have fun after this too.

alrightttttt, have been emo-ing for the past few days, thinking to myself, why am i so unlucky. But something stops me from thinking that afterwards. I will always say this to myself, "Everything that happens to me, is fated. I will have to accept it and then adapt to the environment." Im not being superstitious or what, its just that i strongly believe in my own perspective. :) Maybe i should cool down so that i can think wisely. Yeaaa, thats the way man.

Oh yaaa, this is gonna be so random. I have never thought that in my 19 years of life, i have never addicted to a game before. I believe everyone have play maple story, audition , warcraft, or even pokemon that was in the past. But i swear, i have NEVER. awesome or what ? Hahhh ikrrrr ~

anyway, im missing this person badly. This person always crossed my mind. And i wondered, if i ever cross his mind too. For me, it happenss all the time, every single minute or even when im dreaming . Hehhh. i guess im too obsessed with him . But i just couldn't stop. :D Hehhh. is it a good or bad thing ? ah shucks . Who cares ~ i just love to think about him : ) ♥ it makes my day. heh

alrighttttt, tmr school's reopen-ing. i shud be sleeping earlier than usual. But it doesnt seems so:/ ahhhhhh. goodnight earthlings.

Another day.

2011-06-02T09:33:00.001-07:00

GAARA :D so cute isn't it ? ~

yawnnn* its 12.40am right nowwwww. Guess what i did yesterday ?I went out with whaleee , and i met him at 313 Somerset. We went to eat pastamania instead cause he wasn't that hungryyyy == pfftt* But im hungryyy like mad. hahha. Ordered creamy chicken and calamari rings. It was satisfied, but kinda salty for the calamari rings . XD Hahaha. After which, went to walk around ~ but had no idea where to go , so headed to arcade insteaddddd at plaza sing. Hahah. Had fun at there :) There's one more token left but we have no idea of what to play, so he gave it to me and i kept it. Haha ! Time fliessss, but it was great ! :) I hope to go out with carmen ,weiyang and whalee again. teehee. I hope i have time though :/ Cause i will be like, superrr busy like a mad woman next few days or even the rest of the holidays left. ughhhhh. anyway, iits my first time playing the Jubeat at the arcade todayyyyy. XD HOHHOHO. To think that, the next few players beside me, are much more slower than me ;p Hehheheh. Was kinda proud of myselfffff XD evil laugh* I wish i can play moreeee :D

There's training tmrrrr for girls :) 0530pm at sports complex. I hope everything goes well ~ I had brusies on my knees , back and even butt. :/ sighhh* all thanks to "fan gun" . shucks . I hope tmr i wont hit on the same spot on my kneee. If not , it will become worser.

First thing first in the morning tmr, i will do some physical ;D Hehh. maybe some crunches or skippings etc. Have to use my time wisely during this holidays. HEHEHE :D Oh ! Sat going SENTOSAAA ! oh yeaaaaa :) Hehhh . im suber uber exited y'al know ?! XD TEEHEE. i wanna suntanned and play beach vball :D And this time, its sort of team outing . But not exactly team outing ~ you know ~ cause so many people in the girls team are not attending -.- tskk. which alr defeat the purpose of a team outing .Ah, whatever. tskkk.

Currently, what i think is that, the girls team needs more communication among us. Like, we are bond, but still not there yet. So near, yet so far. :/ But but but, how should we make it possible when only a few of them are trying and putting effort, while the rest are just like, heckcare ? It takes two hands to clap, obviously. So, the year ones also must take initiative to bond with everyone, be it guys or girls. Just a simple outing , they already can't attend. Or even eating dinner after training also refused. So what's up next ? i dont know what to do alr. :/ goshhh, help me please -.- Ah, whatever. there's only like 1 month plus to POL-ITE. If we don't have the same goal, i dont think we will go far. I will just do whatever i can to help the team. I won't give up, its only the people that i want to help , gives up on hope. oh well ~

Sundayyy gonna go get the stuffs ready for camp on mondayyyyy. kinda excitedddd too :D Hehhhh. it will be super uber funnn ! It will be a good experience for me too :) Hehhhh.

alright, i guess that's all for today :) Heheh. Im coughing like hell , mannn. :/ I should stop eating MAC, oh please.

2011-06-01T11:16:00.000-07:00

Whewwww . Just got home :) super ubderrr tired. Hohhoho. But its kinda funnnn ! Today training with the guys, but girls trained at the side of the court. Starting train with the guys only. After that , did “fan gun” , like going down to recieve the ball. homgggg D: that will seriously kill me instantly. My knees are bruised and swollennnnn:( I’m superrrr sensitive to blue black and all my friends know ~~~ :/ sighhh* I just don’t dare to press it laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. >< Homgggg. oh welll ~ i stil have to do it though. I just realised that i haven’t bathhhhh. shucks. Lucky meeeeee. Tmr its holiday ! Whohoo ! :D that means i can go out and sleeppp late ! Oh yeaaa ohyea ~ Oh yaaa, i have a super bad cough , which im coughing my lungs outtaaaaa . wtheckkkkk. Got my new jersey todayyy ,and it was naiiseeee i swear :) Didnt make a wrong decision to buy it. hohhoho. Tmr im going to eat suki sushi @ cine. I swear i wont eat too much :p Hehhhh. Im going to run tmr morning. byeeeee ;p im gonna bathhhhhhh !

Partial :O

2011-05-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

Yeaaa, i partial-eddd todayyy :/ I guess i have my own reasons for partialing. And i hope my friends and classmates will understand me. Sighh* This is my second time or maybe third time partialing throughout 3 semesters. Amazing isn't it ? Hahha. Its rare to find people who do not partial anymore :/ Anyway, I had to study banking and today's problem, i couldn't help my teammates at all. I felt kinda guilty cause every lesson there's sure someone that will do everything, including the ppt slides, worksheet or even EVERYTHING. I mean, if faci only needs one person to do everything on his own, so why a team ? Thats what im stressing about ~ I mean, i dont meant to shout at you guys for not cooperating with each other ~ Our pace has a huge difference. One of em, will be like so far ahead of everyone. Then one will be at the middle where he can still teach us a little ~ then some will even like pop out and then catch up with the first guy. The rest that is left there, felt so helpless and lost. :/ Danm. I hate this feeling ~ ya'll know ?? that's exactly how i felt today in class. :/ Fuxxxxkkinnnnggg agitated i guess . Since i can't study further for today's problem, might as well i partial and go home and study on my banking, right ? RIGHT . == I have training later on ~ I need to catch up with my time now ~~~ Not much time left, and i've got lots of doubts that have yet to clearr. So , tata ~ :D i will blog later :>

Ultimate challenge .

2011-05-20T10:40:00.000-07:00

This is true, totally.

Had training ytd andi met a wierdo. Hahah. Though its my first time, was kinda random, i thought. HAHHAA. He approached me and bull shyyytt a lot. But still admire his courage of speaking up and approaching to girls. Haha. He seems kinda confident bout himself. Anyway, i dont give a damn :x Cause ima not interested. I was way too tired to make friends . HAHHAHA.

Today , lesson on java. whoaaa. Like a finally,i understand a little bout oriented programming. Wthheckkk. After 5 lessons. Homggg. im so dead. I need to buck up seriously. Maybe it was that tough after all. Its because i didn't put in enough effort to revise and practice. UT is next tues and i seriously need to study !!D: homggg. COME ON ! Put your head in the revision ! I can play, but i need to study at the same time. So keep yourself concentrate in every that you do !!! That's what i told myself. Next monday , class till 12pm. Like shiok onlyyy. Most prolly going to study after 12pm. Hahaha. FOCUSSSS ! Friday might be going to watch Kungfu Panda with my darling friends. Hehhh :) Im so freaking excited larrrr cause its like so naise ! Hahaah :D

After school, chiong to lawn to meet the rest and eat waffle :) hohohooh. After which, partner, jianming, jiehui, yanghong and me headed to sports hall. Just played around till the participants came. It wassss nottt fun at all. I mean, cause there's too many fliesssss around ussss. LIKE OH MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDD. aft rain, the flies all came out. pppfftt* wtheckk. its very uncomfy. Went to eat with yanghong, partner, jianming after the event. Jiehui went to her bf 's house. Haha. So yeaa, had a great time with them, cause they reallyyyy LMAO. Hhaha :D

oh ! Here's what im gunna do forrr tmrrr. Study @home and then, in the late evening, im going to Partner's house to ton. I have event on the next day and the shuttle bus will be @ Hougang int. Hahha. I know i wont be able to get to hougang on time, so i guess i need to ton @ partner's house. Lizanne will also be going over. :) Hehhhh. Exciteddd**

This holiday , vball camp has been cancelled. SHYYYTTTT. D: I hate it. Im so looking forward to it, and last min cancelled again T_________T damn it. Oh well ~ We will just plann on our own then. Maybe going to chiong beach vball @ Sentosa , or we can go for movies and shopping , or even studying together. That's what we can do to bond together:) Hehhhh. Kinda excitedddd for holidays, though its like only 1.5 weeks of holiday. Haha :D

Our team still have a long way to go ~ we need to bond and understand each other welll so that we have teamwork :) by looking at the current situation, there wont be a problem bonding. Everyone seems so close and fun-loving . TEEHEEE :D

Alrighttttt. I just done my RJ. Kindaaa tiredddddd alrrr. I guess im going to sleeppp like naoooooooo. :D Yawwwnnn* let's see tmr if im able to get up and run on my ownnnnn :X HEHHHH. most proolyyyyy NO. HOHOHHO.

Just now , sports hall stinks mannnnn D: like somebodeee SHYYYTTEDDDD. homggg . I almost faint. HAHAHA.

STALKER :p

2011-05-17T22:41:00.001-07:00

SOMEBODEEEEE 's READINGGGG MY BLOGGGG NAOOOOOO ;p HAHHAHAH.

New bagpackkkk ! :D

2011-05-17T07:59:00.000-07:00

HEHEHEHHH. I bought my bagpackkkkk finallyyyy. Went to granny's house in the morning cause there's buffet at there for Mother's day though it was already over long ago. Took some photos with cousin and after that we went off earlier cause im supposed to meet that noobbb and she's going town with her friends. So yeaaa, took 187 with her cause she's heading back home to get her ez-link card. HHAHAHAHAH. How forgetful can she be. Anyway, i alighted at BBP and then waited for that noob a whileeeee. Im so lost at there, cause i dont know where should i even head to. HAHHAH. Okayyyyyyy, so met that noobbbb aand we decided to go Jurong Point ~~ Haha. Reached and we bought bubble teaaa first. Hehhhh. And then headed to arcade and playyyyyy. damn funnnn larrr. Its been ages since i last played arcade and enjoyed myself so muchhhh ! XD HOHOHOHOH. He paid forrr ittt. LOL. i didn't want that though. But he insisted. oh well ~i will just pay for him next time if we go arcade again :D Hehh. anyway, he caught a small bear . Hahah. and it's mineee naoooo XD on myyyyyyy new bagpackkk. hehehhh.

Rather indecisive when im choosing my bagpackk today. :/ I guess i need to be more demanding and decisive towards things that i want to have. Sometimes, its good to be decisive. oh well ~

anyway, im still thinking whether should i go guy's training tmrrrr. Cause if i go, i will just train setting on my own. I won't be joining the guys. So yeaaaa :/ Hm indecisive again ~ yea i know `~~ :/ yawnn*

gonna bring my new bagpackkk tmrr :) oh yea ! alright, goodnighttttttttttt earthlings !:>

P.T

2011-05-16T10:01:00.000-07:00

Had physical training today, and it was tough, as usual. Every week, getting tougher and tougher. Yeaa, though its tough, but just think that its for our own good ! We must do in order to improve yourself more and more each time ! Whew. alright , did something different today. Hahhaha. And really made my body aches. HAHHHA. effective uh. Tmr my muscles will ache till siaooo.

There's buffet at my granny's house tmrrrr. I was thinkin whether shud i go? cause i've alr planned to go out with that noob. Going to buy bagpackkkk and also eat seoul gardennnnn ! But i cant seems to make up my mind of what am i going to do. :/ I guess i will decide tmr ? Hmm. What should i do ? Go for th buffet? Then meet him later on ? Or what ? sighhh. idkkkkkkkkk. D: I mean, what if i eat buffet and i cant eat seoul garden anymore ? :/ Ahhhhh, there's many what if in my brain naooo . roll eyes* whatever. I shall decide tmrrrrrrrrr. My brain's dead by now. HAHAHAHA.

My eyes are gonna freaking closeeeeeee. shucks. Im so tireddddddddddddd. D: I hope tmr's gonna be a fine day for me :) Hehhhh. Ohhh ! Went to eat dinner after that with the guys. Ate mac againnnnnn and again and againnnnn and againnnnn. Homggg. Like everything we do, have gone to waste after eating MAC. All thanks to mac. -.- Not all guys went, kok kok and justin went home, but there's two sec ones. Was happy to know them anyway :) Hahha. New friends and also teammates ! Hehhh . OHHH ! Nelson hurt his hand while closing the door :X i mean i wasn't on purpose you know ~ Anyway, its not my fault. He's too careless. D: dumbbbo. Cheryl seems kinda worry for him uh :p HAHHAH. Sneeekkyyy between them :X HEHH. ahh ,whatever.

If tmr im gonig to shop, i will be buying bagpack and hunt for bitzzzzz ! Hehh. my crocs needs a spongebob bitz :p I shall buy one for that ankle-sprained-guy. HAHHAHAH ! :D

Alright alrighttttt. goodnighttttttttttttttt. My eyes are poppin' outtaaa. D:

Shant't bloggg about that Sentosa tripppp yesterday i went. :)
It was special. You know ~~~ hehhh ;D

How i wish that time will stop at the very moment.
But i just have to face to reality.
Reality are cruel.
Somehow we have to accept.
But it will always remain in my memories :D ♥

random thoughts. Okayyyy .
goodnight :p

Weekends again !

2011-05-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

Blahblahhhhhh. It's weekend again. Hahha :D Friday cabbed down to Smb with Mingyang and Xiaowei. Haha. Then went home straight after we eat. Saturday , didn't do much stuffs. Maybe just did some housechores ?Hahha. Played with my cute pies todayyyy. They were totally adorable, i swear. ♥ When they are asleep, they are soooooo freaking adorable. It seems like they recognise me when im sitting in front of them and whistling. Haha. amazing isn't it ?! :D I ♥ them ttm mannnn !! hehh :D Ohhh yarrr.

im going sentosa tmrrr :D Hehhh. Im sure it will be funnnn. heheehehhh. Partner, Lizanne, Weiliang, Yanghong, Chiameng, Nelson. The rest can't make it cause they have something onnnn. But then it will still be funnn ^^ anyway , tmr the NYP team , coach, queensway team will be there too. So i guess we will have a lot of people to play with. Hhaha. I hope tmr wont rainnn. TOLONGGG , pleasee. dont rainnnn ! tmr sun please shine as bright as you can :D HOHOHOHOO. I hope tmr everything goes well. Oh ya, Cheryl also going :) Hha. finally her parents let. wheww* Tmr we are so gonna spamm pic ! :D hehhh. So happyy ! but the thing is that.............. my aunty come lerr T_________________T damnit. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. but i will still go Sentosa tmrrr. XD blahhhhh.

monday ,schooling till 12 pm onlyyy ! whoohooo (Y) . cool uh? But i have PT at around 0530 pm. OMGWADDDD. D: Enduranceeeeee ! ><

Tuesday, VESAK DAY :D public holiday ! GOING OUT WITH ehem :p hehh. im so gonna get a good bagpack ! :D ♥

all upcoming schedules or me will be shoo funn * :D Hehhh .

Anyway, i need to buck up on my daily work. Somehow, i just felt that i have to catch up the pace that faci and my friends are going. Im just too far behind .:/ sighhh.
Im gonna save sometime for studying. That's it. I have made up my mind. :)

ENDURANCE ! :DDDD

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY :D

2011-05-08T01:30:00.000-07:00

Another cone beside me:p im a road marshall again !:3

peace !: D sunset is nice right ?! :D

Partner and me :3

Ahh menn and me :D

I love this pic :D ♥

Ah mennn, liz and me :D ♥

Me and justin :D

justin and me :D

justin me and weiliang :D

Taken by weiliang .

sunset :D

The most beautiful sunset i have ever seen :D

marina bayyyy :D

ZHUU ! :D

carmen and meeee :3

justin and me :D i tiptoeeddddd.

tingrui and weiliang :D

Me and weiliang :D

Tingrui and me :3

fighting with justin ! XD

weiliang and justin , acting horror. XD

wearing arwis and minhao's sunglass !

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALLL ! :D

Its Mother's day todayyyy (: I bet many people will be celebrating for their mother, or even at least a gift ? I don't know whether i should get something for my mommy or not. :/ Hahah. Well, i think i'll get something that she really needs it. Currently, what i know, she needs a eyebrow pencil by Chanel. Alright, i will get that for her :) Hehhhh. Gonna go town somedayy (:

Anyway, nothing much to do todayyy, except to use com and rest. Changed my hamsters cage in the morning and helped them bath. They are squeeekyyyy clean nowwww :3 hehhhh. and they smell nice i swear;p You can even kisss it XD Muhahahah. My hamsters are freaking cute. HOHOOHO.

Gotta meet sm laterrr. She's gonna get something for her mommy too. And she wanna borrow my member card so that she can get discount :) Meeting her around 7-8pm? homggg. That workaholic. She's been working like hell. tskkkk *

Anyway, had Nike Goddess race event yesterday. It was funnnn and kinda slack too . Hahha .Easy peasy job. I partnered with LIZANNE NG that burden.♥ Carmen was with tingrui , Justin with weiliang, louis was aloneee cause he's at manpower. Haha. So yeaaa, we wer assigned to the drinks station in the first place, but TP students were assigned there, so we all volunteered to go route A. So its kinda like road marshalls? Haha. Took a lot of photos at the event and we were all very happy :)

After the event, we all waited for louis cause he havent finished. Oh, Wilson and Weiyang and one more of their friend got go for the event too :) Haha. So in the end , they waited for louis also, we went to eat together. Decided to go AMK to eat popeyes. LOL. ate buddy meal with Weiliang. :) Hehehh. After that we all went home. I swear i was dead beat when i reached home. HOHOOHO. Im damn tired till i slept on the sofa when my mommy and daddy were watching the election results. In the end PAP won. Yeaaaa (Y). i was hoping that PAP will win again. No matter what, i still support PAP. Hahha.

Today's weather kinda hotttttttttttt. Homgggg. I wanted to go for a jog in the morning, but i guess i woke up too late:/ Ughhhh. Im going out laterrr. So byeeeeeeeeeee ! :D Am gonna get a colddd bath :p HOHOHOOH.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

2011-05-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

Went to work today @ Kallang Riverside park. Was kinda confused when i got down the mrt. Cause i dont know how to go there. Partner told me its a walking distance, but i still took some time before i can find it. :/Actually was taking Yk's car, but then he was stuck in the custom, and couldnt fetch us on time. So yea, i took train with Cheryl (: Was late for an hour i guess ? But i think its alright :x HAHAHHA ! Alright, there's manyyyyyy thai's today. What i mean is, MANYYYYYY ! tonsssss of em. Homgggg. D: It was kinda scary when there's too many peopleeee and strangers around yaaa :/ So yarrr, i was talking about the event so many people and stuffs like that, and i was at the games booth with cheryl. The lunch wasnt appetizing enough to make me eat up everything .:/ haha. i was doing work all along, and some of the indian guys working at there , keep slacking. i was like wtheck. i was working so hard, and you bastards are just slacking there ?!! homggg. D: oh well ~ i went to buy ice cream at the end of the event and it just tasted so damn freaking good. XD i ate raspberry same for cheryl. :) Hoho. after event, i went to eat with cheryl @ CWP as yk drove us back to woodlands :D Thanks to him :D went to walk around at cwp and went cotton, i manage to buy pretty nice studs once again ! XD whohoo ! :D i love it. But i had a hard time putting it in . LOL. Anyway, today's event is freakingggg tiring . My eyes are closing soon, and i think im seeing double. LOL.

Tmr its a public holiday, and my family is goin to eat breakfast early in the morning. Yeyyyy :3 im sooo damn tireddd naooo. But some noobs are still busy doing own things . tskkkk ! D: NOOB jiu shi NOOB ! tskkk ! D:

anyway, nike actual day, im at water point 2. ;D hohohoh.

That's life.

2011-04-29T08:29:00.000-07:00

Random thoughts ran through my mind just now . And I suddenly thought of people whom are much more unfortunate than me. Yeaa, i know how freaking lucky am i . But nobody chooses who they want to be. I mean , its fate that particular person is born that way , or born there. That's life. Sometimes, teevee will have those shows that they helped those people who are financially assisted, I felt kinda guilty. :/ yeaaa, we should help those who are not as lucky as us as much as we can. Talking about this, yesterday there was an aunty who approached us when we were eating mac at CWP. She wanted us to buy from her tissue for a dollar. I gave her 1.50 for a packet. Though i felt good doing a good deed, but i still pity her. :/ oh well ~ thats the best i can do.

Anyway, i have gotten my new shoeeee ! Mizuno lightning 7 ! whoots :) The latest model, and it cost me 115 bucks. Its much more expensive in the market selling around 179 if im not wrong :x HOHOHHO. good deal uh? ikrrr ~~ XD i love my new shoes , totally. They rock ttm \m/.

Hohohhoo.

IF A WHALEEE EVER PASS BY MY BLOGGGG, I WOULD SAY HI, NOOB WHALEEEE ! :DDDD Actually there's NO SECRETS ON MY BLOGGGGG :p MUHAHAHAHHAHAH ! NOOB !

random-ness.

2011-04-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

He's backkkkk ! That noobbbb XD HOHOOHOO. finally, like ages after. XD HOOHOH. i'm kinda tired right now ~~~ I don't know why too ~ maybe just lack of sleep these few days ~ XD yeyyyy, i can talk to him non-stop again ~ MUHAAAHAh. monday there's PT. Im gonna train hard i swear. i don't care whether my hands ache or whart , im just gonna train. Determination. Though i kno wits gonna be hard, i will just try my best. Just felt happy when im talking to him , and getting his attention ;p MUHHAHHA. he said that he bought something for us. Excited excited** whoots :) I've got to get the card doneeeee ! >< Homgggg. Slow poke me. Liverpool just defeated burmingham 5-0. LOL ! awesome right ? ikrrrr:p tmr im gonna go running :p
hehhehehe. Alright, i want to talk to him ;p bye .

Time flies.

2011-04-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

2 JYs :D

grrr. D: i wil bite !

the wind's gushingggg. XD

random pic which i find it artistic XD taken at sentosa with classmates !

SM's hat :D

Sitting on escalator drinking koi:D

SC JY SM :D

Hellooo ! XD i haven't been blogging for quite long i think ? Like a week since i posted the last post ?! D: homggg. And of course, im kinda busyyyy that's why. Okay, let's start from last week.

First day of school on Monday and i'm in the same class as Xiaowei again ! ♥ HEHEHEH :D Lucky us aint ? :p Ikr ~~I think we will be classmates throughout the 3 years. LOL XD Waited for Jiajun for the first day of school and we were both late. He was in the same class as me too ! and that's really coincidence. HAHAHA. Shitttt T________T In the end i got a B for daily grade. i could have clinch an A for the first lesson :/ Damnnit. I wasnt late, but it was jiajun that was late ! D: ughhhh. he's totally resposible for my daily grade. LOL. Anyway, was kinda awkward during the first day of course, and it applies to everyone. But it seems that some of my classmates seems to know each other beforehand, and they somehow click well together. But for me, i only know 3-4 people in my new class. :/ well well ~

Second day, changed group again and i have new teammates during the second day. We changes classrooms for different module too. So i have to keep track on which classroom for the next module. LOL. Got to know a few more of my classmates again.

Third day, I was in the same team with one or two person before. So we can communicate relatively okay. Wasnt that awkward anymore and the class had become more lively. We can see the changes everyday. XD As time goes by, we will be more familiar with each other i hope :) But overall, my classmates, Most of them aren't that kind that will study. And many people smoke regardless of guys or girls !!! >< Homgggg. The thing that i can't withstand is that, even before breaks, they will go smoke between lessons and when they come back, they really stinks ! >< Homggg. I think we will all become 2nd hand smoker if this continues. :/ Sighhh.

Fourth day, wore crocs with jiajun together cause we were both having training on thurs. But our class dismissed at 12pm, so i went off for the SIT talk about PP/ IEP. There's many people at the talk, and its interesting. I'm thinking seriously whether i should consider PP/IEP. If considering your cert, i think IEP would be a better choice cause it will be reflected on your certificate or testimonial when you graduated. Hmmm:/ But for IEP, there's limited amount of space, hence taking PP is still the safest but i won't gain any experiences from the working society. D: Ughhh. IDKKKKK !!! >< Homggg. What shud i do? I still left with 4 days to decide and mae the final decision. :/ And that's a very short period of time. D: someone please enlighten meeeeyyyy. D: jiajun gave me his yellow t shirt ♥ it was veryyy naiseeee really ! HEHE :D i love yellow :3 And i gave him 2 of my crocs bitz to him- duck and mushroom:) It was very cute when he put them on his crocs cause kinda outstanding when hhis crocs is while :p HOHOHO.

Training with the year ones for the first time is still kinda pleasant. Everything went well, except that because this is their first training and they haven't met any others before, thats why they feel kinda awkward. That's normal. I came into the volleyball group myself too, and till now, i get along with my teammates well too :) Well ~ i think it takes time. There's no use forcing them to bond together immediately. Time will bring them together i believe. :)

Friday, Went out to celebrate SC's bdae :) with JY , SM. Nolly couldnt make it cause she's busyyyyyy. D: But the clock that SM made for SC is freaking naise ! (Y) hehhh. Can see the effort that she have put it. applaud for that. :D Anyway, my card hasnt been done :/ Cause i was kinda busy... you know ~~ :/ sighhh. i will pass it to SC asap when i have completed and i'll make sure i try my best to do the best card ever for her even though my handicraft sucks ttm. D: Ughhhh. Was freaking tired today. I have bought another bitz for my Crocs:) this time i managed to come across this dolphin or whalee? idk which animals it isssss. But it is definitely damn cute ! It has two seperate parts though. HEHEHHE :D 3D image you can say. HHOHOHO (Y) I love it. My crocs is getting nicer and nicer ! XD WHOOTSSS :)

Tmr im going for the briefing for the cold storage kids race event. 1pm and im meeting partner, WL, Carmen, liz, yanghong. Louis can't make it cause he had something on. Min hao, arwis , jeff and zf are going on their own i guess. So i'll see them there. :) Hahah. Im freaking tired nowww ~~ and its 1.17 am naoooo ~ when should i sleep? My eyes are almost closed. D: oh oh oh ! I chatted with Jansen yesterday, whom is yanghong's sec school vball teammate. He's studying in NYP , IT course too xD Same with meeeyyyy. and he's damn funneh larrr :) Hhah. He looked fierce but in fact he's really friendly. HOHOH :D

Its been the 2nd day today i think ~ Why is 2 days so longggg ?! Like 2 years liddat .______ . ppfttt* THAT NOOB has ben gone for 2 days ! D: Ughhhh. FASTER COME BACKKK ! I miss that noob face larrrrr . D: Ughhhhh. I hope he will msg me once he reached SG. T________T noob face. heeeheee XD

Oh yea, i've been thinking about you non-stop. :)

2XU RACE:D

2011-04-10T19:25:00.000-07:00

Hey people ! Its been a few days since i had my last post. Had been busy, so yea. Saturday afternoon intended to sleep and rest at home till at night then go and ton with my friends @ F1 pit there. However, daniel called and ask for logistics aid. It was kinda sudden, so many people in my group can't make it. :/ Only Carmen, Weiliang, Tingrui , Lizanne and me can make it. We went to help out at F1 pit, we completed making the teardrops, and the flag. Finished about 7pm, and it was going to rain. So we went to eat Popeyes. Ate till wanna puke mannnnn. D: Popeyes wasn't as nice as KFC i admit. tskkkkk ! anyway, went home after that to rset and prepare all those. Meet the rest @ city hall @ around 1145pm. Walked to F1 pit and then report to the person. But we can slacked till 3am, so we just slack at the flyer. Played monopoly deal and then ate our supper. It was aweful. Talked to him till 3am and i went to report. HAHA XD I forced him not to sleep till 3am. XD MUHAHAHAHA. Evil uh? ikrrr . the event t shirt was the same as the Race expo unfortunately. tskkk ! i have 3 right nowww ~ gosh. So manyyy~ I think im going to give one to my idol, and one to izzac (i don't know how to spell his name) ? xD well well ~ the route was kinda messy. :/ Cause there's one lane which was two way == ugh. The participants don't know how to keep left, and we keep shouting. oh yea ` But the best thing happened during the event was that i saw my idol♥ aww, he tapped me and looked at me. My heart melts ! xD Whoohoo ! (Y) he's just so adorable ! heeee :D oh brought the pink shoe laces along ! but didnt manage to meet him, cause he completed the race too fast, and i havent finished my volunteering ~ =/ I want to meet him badly like taking a photo with him? Hahaha. Aww ~ anyway, will have next time i believe. he didn't wore the calf guards btw xD But he still look as awesome as he was. hehe XD ♥ I saw a Ferrari and Lamborgini. LOL. My first time touching them and also taking pic with it. HAHAAH :D it was awesome that kind of feeling. Anyway, went to eat @ yoshinoya marina sq and then headed back home. Was a long journey, and i was really tired ! I slept all the way ~ lied on jiehui's shoulder and went she alight, i lied on arwis, and arwis's head lied on my head. LOL. We were both damn tired i guess ~ Finally reached home, bathed and i slept all the way till dinner ! Ate my dinner and i went back to sleep till this morning 6am i woke up. HAHA xD but i continued sleeping till 9 am. heeee ;p shiokkkk. tmr don't know class outing still on or not: / it seems like tmr like nobody's going. Oh well ~ well see about that. sighh D: I have to make a trip to the woodlands library later on, and also i have to do some housechores. My calf is hurting like hell ~ i guess i skipped too much on Saturday, cause i did some physical in the morning. D: ughhhh ! well ~ i hope partner is alright :/ i'm worried for her... sighh.. Why is all this happenning ~ i hope everything will be fine for me and my friends =/ I don't wish any of them to be unhappy, same for me. That stupid whaleeeee is playing games ! BAAAAHHHH ! D: you're the only one who shines the most :)

Training with guys :D

2011-04-06T10:27:00.000-07:00

choochoo train :D

i love tiger ♥

random shots.

at the store :D

tiger's hat! :D

ah meng's cave :D

sm and me :D

look at sm's face. So cheeky :x

taken by sm :)

Look at the huge elephant skulll ! How big it is !

random shots.

Yesterday went to the Zoo with Sm. It was really funnnn and i saw lots of animals :D Those animals are really adorable :p hohoho. how i wished that i could adopt like even a squirrel there ? LOL. I want to have a pet badly . I mean a big one, like maybe a lion will be good :x HAHAHAH. Guess im thinking too much ~ anyway, took many pictures of the animals as well as myself and sm :) Hehehhh. It was a enjoyable trip , and i really did enjoyed myself ! The entry fee was 20 bucks, but it was worth it afterall :D

Went to watch the B div finals today @ TPY sports hall with wl ,yh,his friend, and jiehui. Partner came around 1 plus. Anyway, St hildas won the champion for guys and jurong girls' won for the champion. Fairfield was the first time to come into the finals. But for the first match, they didn't play up to expectation. Slowly, they managed to catch up with their determination. I think that's the attitude we need to have within a team. Not to giveup:) anyway, good game.

Training with guys today, and we celebrated Cm's birthday in advance :) Hahah. bought him a breadtalk small cake and a ear piece. I hope he like the earpiece. :) Had fun training with them, and i think my recieving at the last part there was better. After our training, we went to the pasar malam @ cwp :D hehhhh. Took kelvin's car with cm, partner,weiliang,and cy. Ate takoyaki ! hehe !yumyummm. hee. ^^ And then bought sundae strawberryyyyy. Tingrui and weiliang ate choco flavour. Chenyang and me ordered strawberry. :) Strawberry was awesome ! (Y) heeh. after eating, walked back with justin, tingrui and ivan. haaha. Ivan bad larrrrrrrr, he keep scolding meeeee ! tsk ! annoying . HAAH XD kidding luh :) Im really tired nowww... I hope partner's okay. I will always be with her(: hee. ♥

Compromises and everything will be fine. Mutual is everything in a relationship. I know its difficult, but you've got to trust your own partner. He/she may be your bf/gf. Maybe from what you have seen sometimes, like when you see something that you shouldnt been seeing, i know its hard to trust him/her anymore. But talk things out and things will be fine.

I always have negative thoughts. I spent most of my time thinking about negative thoughts rathe than positive. I can be very negative at times, and its hard to change the mentality. Its very simple to say , but its hard to do. Though i can be very negative, in the end i will still do it. I will , and i definitely will. When i give up totally on something, i won't even be bothered. I will change for the better, i promise. Even if i can't. i'll try.

Run350 :)

2011-04-03T08:28:00.000-07:00

worked again at the same place, velocity, with Davis, lizanne, carmen, Jiehui and cheryl :) hehhh . Today was kinda slacked, but funnnn ! ^^ heheh. Everything went well and goes on smoothly. Lunch and dinner provided, but after the event we still ate long john;) hahha. Kaii went to look for cheryl after work, and went home together by train. And today, we saw many handsome guys of course :x HAHHA ! Jiehui drew on me all over, lizanne was also one of the victim. pppftttt* Had a hard time scrubbing off just now in the toilet while i was bathing ! All thanks to her ! D: Ughhhh. anyway, tmr im going to accompany chiameng to School's IT helpdesk. Cause his lappy was seriously ill. HAHHAHA ! It cannot be on, and so going to IT helpdesk is the best way :) hahaha ! I think somehow it got virus ?! HAHAH ! oh well ~ gonna go for breakfast after that tmrrr :) posted some pictures. :Dhehehhh. Taken from jiehui's itouch :DD

training tmr ! yayy :3 @ queensway.

the past:)

2011-04-02T07:40:00.000-07:00

Today's packing :D

Partner and me:p On the bus to chalet:D Im already drunk ! :o Derrick and me :) Chiameng and me:)

oh yaaa, about Carmen's chalet , there's a few photos that were taken during that few days of period. Though it maybe a few, but the times i spent with my friends , wont be forgotten. Till today then i upload. XD HAHAAH ! Today was fun. Kindaaaa relaxing, but today's still relatively okay. Though it was obvious that we were all wore out, but we enjoyed ourselves. I can see that everyone is playing their part to get our own job done. And that was very well done:) hehhhh. Teamwork makes everything done. And that is so true. :) AHHH ! Guess what ? That guy, from ironman event that we know, he gave us the tee shirts for us at that time !!! He came today ! Cause he was also one of the participants .LOLOLOLLOL. The world is sucha a small world, seriously. I still rmb the last time that i see him is during the stalking period where me and carmen followed him and his friends. LOL. XD damn funnehhh luhhhh. But also kinda fated to see him again. XD Carmen and i thought that we won't be able to see him again. But nevertheless, god knows ! HAAHHAA ! XD oh well ~ that's FATE :) Dismissed about 0730pm and we went walking around @ velocity. Then after that headed back home by train. Cheryl went to look for sinwei they all @ bugis. So i went back with jiehui and davis. Weiliang, carmen, louis, and tingrui alighted at bishan. Hahaha :D anyway, same reporting time tmrrr ~ pfttt* Its 0900 am. Freaking earlier and im realllyyy tireddd by naoooooo D: I needa sleep early todayyyy. I had a weirdest dream ever yesterday. but i can't seems to rmb what it had happened entirely. :/ Ughhh shucks. Oh well ~ Perhaps i might rmb later on of the day? Or never rmb it XD AHHAHAH. Okayyyyy. i will upload some photos today. Byeee-byee.(:

life is unpredictable. So treasure it:)

Seoul Garden :B

2011-04-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

Elloooooo ! I went to ate Seoul Garden on thursday before training with dino GARY. Somehow, somewhat i owe him a treat, so yea ~ == Hahah. Anyway, met him @ around 12 plus. Though he stayed much further than me, but im stilll late xD HOHOHOHO. Cause i walked damn slowly to CWP , as the weather is killing me. HHAHA. Like wtheck? Its too damn humid , please ! == Someone could have heatstroke somewhere. HAHAHA. Met him and he wore the RP orientation tee. LOL. Headed to 4th floorrrr, but didnt talked till we almost reached 4th floor cause he was like a busyyyy man on da phone. HHAAHA. We were sitting where i always sit when i go and eat with my friends @ Seoul. He asked me to go take food since im treating him, so i shoulf also serve him food. Oh well ~ I went to take, but with a grumpy look on my face of course ! He was just so petty ! i even served him drinks ! damn ! D: ppfftt* Came back to the table and he told me that you eat the food that you take yourself. == I was freaking pissed off at the moment. And he went off to take somemore food. tsk* sucha a petty guy i have ever seen ! When he came back, he started cooking the meat and i cooked all the prawns. I have tried my best, but somehow he help me take up al the prawns when its cooked. Anyway, i peeled for him the prawns since hes so nice to cooked meat all those for me . All the while , he was cooking for me till the end. So all thanks to him (: At last, we ate icecream, he also scoop for me. Damn him. He purposely scoop 2 huge scoop per flavour. and i ate 3 flavours ! Wtheck ! my stomach almost burst. idiot him. D: I almost puke and he still laughed at me ! tsk* Damn mean. Accompanied him to walked to school cause he's passing his friend the portable charger for iphone. I waited for him at the seats, i didnt want to go into sports hall. After that, he walked me home till the traffic light and the went back to CWP to take train back. hhah :) he called me xiao pang, but he's not skinny either. XD HAHHA ! he's also can be xiao pang lohhhh. tsk* anyway, had a fun day with him :) enjoyed. after that, i went for training. Trained with the SP girls again. Had fun and at the same time, enjoyed too:) Everything's going well, except that i stink ! HAHHA ! xD Cause i ate Seoul garden ! XD HOHHOHOH !

Chalet:D

2011-03-29T09:47:00.000-07:00

I felt so disappointed. Really upset and disappointed.

I hate it.

I want to go so badly, but i've something on already:/

I hope i can see him soon. Or maybe again.

Somewhere, somewhat or somehow i guess:/

I feel like drinking suddenly.

Make me drunk and i won't have to think about all those problems that are affecting me.

Thoughts were random.

2011-03-26T09:18:00.001-07:00

Did quite a lot of things during the past few days. Though there's many thoughts that were really bothering me, but i guess, till today i have everything settled. I mean, I have sort it out my thoughts and i've decided. Since im able to accept in the first place, im definitely able to let it go in the end. Yeapp :) That's it. No matter whats the outcome for tmr's talk/convo, and of course i hope for the better answer. But i think high chances more on ending the friendship between us. I will just keep my fingers crossed then. :) but whatever the outcome is, i will definitely be able to let it go, and accept it over time. Anyway, had great time with Partner, jiehui, davis, taufiq and some other members that are grouped with us:) I agree that people aroundn you come and go, this is a fact that we all have to accept. You can't just simpy keep everyone that you treasured/love by your side always. They will leave you someday. So never ever rely on anyone that much, or else the one who's gonna hurt the most,will be no one but you. Hahhah. :D I think i have finally made up my mind and think in a sensible way. :D And im glad that i did. Im proud of myself cause i have made the right choice in the end. Learn to accept, and adapt to the changes. your life might be happier in that sense. :)

Tmr will be even better. :)
Goodnight earthlings. :3

you used to make me smile, but now you don't. Cause i don't need you anymore to smile(:

Thinking much lately.

2011-03-26T09:18:00.000-07:00

Aviva's Ironman event > training

2011-03-21T08:26:00.000-07:00

Saturday went to ton for the Aviva's Ironman event. Saw many familiar faces at the event. Had fun with my cliques and also, my role is very simple. Team-ed with Carmen and louis. We were in the same group. Anyway, my role ended around 10 plus. so we were very free after that. Carmen had a secret admirer whom she thinks he's cute. XD Hahah. He was previously at the volunteer tent to help us take the t shirts. HAAHHAH. And so, we walked all the way from the F2 carpark, till burger king. Any idea how far it is ? LOLOLOLOLOLOL. But we managed to walk there by our pair of feets mannnnn. !!! >< My legs almost break, seriously. Thats really insaneeee. We wanted to eat anyway. But we lost the two guys when we were on the way. They walked just too fast for us to catch up. Took taxi back after that, cause i dont think anyone wants to walk back again. LOL. XD 4 bucks only anyway. Slacked all the way till alexander said that he needs volunteers at an certain area. Cause its just too messy. After a while, it started to rain. and they gave us ponchos. But i have no idea of how to wear the ponchos. Then the malay guy besides me helped me. Thank god :) whew. Lucky me which i put my phone in the poncho zipped lock. if not it would have been wet. whew. XD the poncho was way to small for us. And my hair was wet when im going home. Zf offered me his towel to wipe my hair. thanks to him. after that, Tingrui,jeff,weiliang, carmen, yanghong, lizanne, zhenfeng and me went to eat KFC again @ Bedok centre. Wthhheck. Wwas realllyyyyy sick and tired or KFC. I think this is the last time i'm gonna eat KFc for a few months. I just cannot take the smell of the chicken any further. Whewwww:/ I feel like vomitting when i smell it. oh well , thats good for me too. Too much fast-food isnt good for health. Went back with liz, yanghong and weiliang cause we are taking train. the rest were taking bus home:) Hahah. After more than 24 hours of not sleeping, im still not that tired. Reached home, bathed and i slept till the next morning 9 plus. Hahah :D Had really enough rest and i felt refreshed today. :D

Training @ Queensway sec with the players @ 0230pm today :) Li Han, Ting rui and Jiehui and me went :) sweat much more than the last training we did, and i was satisfied. I wore cotton today to absord the sweat. anyway, had fun training with them once again, and we went to Queensway Shopping centre again after that. Ate curry chicken. yummyummmyy (: heheh. It was spicy-ier than the last time i ate though. heheh :D After which, went to look around and compare the price for the court shoes that i wanna buy. I saw a Asics, bronze-gold-black shoessss. Homgggg. I'm so going to buy that shoe. Its just... so freaking naise :DDD hehh. But it's $159. I'm thinking very hard whether to buy or not. :/ hmm. At the same time, so tempted. Weiliang bought his volleyball shoes, Adidas for $63 onlyyyy ! :D Great deal uh ? He bought it cause he really need it. LOL. XD He had no choice . Went home after that, and i took train with Li han, weiliang. On the way home, saw Weiling :) she boarded @ CCK. thursday will be seeing her again cause some of the SP players are coming to train with us.:)

Once again, i have many thoughts and questions in my mind again. Sighh. I don't knowww what's wrong. whether its me or him. D: could someone tell me the answer ? D: I'm like, a retarded, being fooled around like an idiot. :/ Sighh. I wish that , we will be fine .

Really. that's my wish right now.

This pic came to my mind, and i think its really pretty. (:

You don't understand me at all.

2011-03-18T09:07:00.000-07:00

Its always the case. I'm always at fault. I have to give in every single time. I sick and tired of it. Whenever we message, i will always be the one who's messaging you first. WHY? I mean, is messaging me first that tough? Just press your phone and send, that's it ? Maybe a hello, or bye, or whart will do? Whatever. I'll always be the one at fault and apologising. Im sick and tired of it. Maybe i should get serious, nad get a boyfriend that i can shower all the love on him. Pfffttt* I mean, i won't treat my friend unfairly, neither i want them to treat me unfairly. But messaging me seems like its too difficult for him. That's him, he said. Tsk* Whart a stupid answer. When i vent my anger on him, he will say im emo-ing and i need to chill. In the first place, who made me in this state ? Someone should go and reflect on himself instead. Why should i be the one who's changing myself ? I think im perfectly fine with myself. My attitude don't have a problem at all. I dont quarrel with my friends, why its only him? Its kinda freaking me out. D: Ughhh. I hope he changes for the better? but i dont think it will ever happen. Maybe our thinking are just .... TOO DIFFERENT. well well :/ i hope tmr , everything will be fine....

Lazy Friday:p

2011-03-18T07:56:00.000-07:00

This lil boy is friggin cute :p

Hees. Did nothing, bascially for today only. If not, from tmr onwards i will be damn busy. D: Ughhhh. Well well, i slept a lot. XD Hohoho. Tmr morning i guess im going out with sm. But not confirm yet. Cause at night i need to ton overnight @ east coast park with my cliques. :) I have event the next day, sunday. Aviva Ironman :) heheh. well, kinda excited, but i know it will be damn tiring ~~ LOL. Everyone will be dead by then XD HAHA. I have to pack my bag soon. Cause tmr evening will be going to granny's house before im going to ton. There's free shuttle bus @ Tanah Merah tmrrrr. Shittyyyy. 25 stops !!!!!! Oh GREAT. I will sleep on the train i guess:/ Its like, so damn friggin far ? LOL. pfffttt* Anyway, will not be updating my blog i guesss for 2 days ? Yeaaaaaaa, and oh, next thurs will be training with SP again i think >:) hahah. alright, gotta go. bye.

Flowers will bloom when time comes.

Went town & training:)

2011-03-17T09:54:00.000-07:00

Pheww. It's almost 1am, and im wide awake. LOL. Not that i'm not tired, my hair hasn't been exactly dried yet :/ So yeaa, have to wait a while more:)

rodrick ! :D ♥

Went town today with Partner today :) Met her around 1 plus and we went to walk around. After that went cineleisure for a movie, Diary of a wimpy kid:p hehh. Rodrick is reallyyyy damn handsome. Homgg XD So cute mannn even though with eyeliner :p heehhh. XD Anyway, its a nice show though:) The seats are also damn comfy. After thw movie, we had to rush to take train back to Woodlands cause our training starts @ 0600. But we were late by a little . heheh :p

Training was fun. There's two new guys in the team. Their names are nelson and don't know the other guy's name :x Heheh. But i know he wore yellow color. LOL:x Aiyaaa, whatever. But one thing fo sure, he looks exactly, just like iggy. LOL. Seriously, he really resembles him ! HAHAHA ! XD Look damn alike. Hahah:) In terms of the way he played vball, or size. haha :D Was teamed with Chiameng, Yun kwang, yellow-shirt-guy, Aishah and nelson. Hahha :D Oh well, im happy that i played spiker today. Hehe . But im having muscle ache mannn :/ Ughhhh. Feel a little uncomfy. HHAAHA. :) Had fun today really, enjoyed myself too. I wish every training will have this amount of people coming :/

Many things went through my mind today. Maybe i should just give in. I don't wish to make things difficult for either of us. :/ Though i don't like to give in, but its alright now. I just want peace. Its just very hard to maintain the friendship, if we don't know how to compromise each other. That's what i think.

My next movie will be world invasion/justin beiber's movie. Or maybe a cartoon movie again :p Rango/Rio/Mars needs mom:)

Give and take, that's what all we've got.

2011-03-16T08:00:00.000-07:00

Epic face1

Epic face2

Epic face3

Epic face4

group photo. :D

I have been thinking things through thoroughly. People just need to give and take to maintain a relationship. Be it friendship, BGR or even your families. If one never gives in, i don't think there's peace ever. Even though one person is bound to disadvantage, i think its worth it.

I don't know, maybe the person has his or her own reason for not talking to you, but you know its damn hurtful? Ah shucks, the person won't know. He/she might just thought that you are kidding and throwing tanrums. And that's when the situation you will say, FUCK IT. WHATEVER. IDGAD OF YOU FROM ONWARDS. but inside, the person wants to care for the person badly. But no matter how badly the person wants to talk to him/her, the person just won't do it. Instead trying to approach, the person rather wish he/she will approach him/her first.

No more text messages/calls, or even chats in msn. Thats it.

I wonder will i raise white flag or the person. But i can predict, he won't ever give in, i swear.

Wonder what's gonna happen tmr, be it me or the person.

Those times we had together:)

2011-03-14T08:15:00.000-07:00

I've watched the big mommas with partner ! :D hehhe ♥ Awesome movie ! you guys shud catch it ! :D

Met sm, xj and wt @ boots and shoes today:) We went for lunch @ Semb shopping centre for lunch @ Aston. hehheh :D guess wharttt? When we were waiting for the shuttle bus to Semb shopping centre, there's a damn cute guy who's like facing me directly, but at the opposite. He's with a few lil kids, which i think are his siblings ? But the age gap is too huge :x HEHEHEHH. I swear i was looking and noticing him at the same time when i was on the bus ! Cause he's just standing behind meyyy XD . HOHOOHO. He's really cute, i admit:p Anyway, the food that i've ordered was awesome :) heheh. I ate black pepper chicken. the chicken was tender and the potato salad is really nice:> heheh. Had a geat time with them, and we had played monopoly deal !!! After which, we went back to CWP. Actually wanted to catch a movie, but all the movies are starting very late, which i can't make it:/ I asked the rest to go ahead, but in the end they didn't went for the movie too. I guess it was postpone to next week. :) Heheh. Seriously had a great time with them ! heheh. Had brought them closer again this time:p

Anyway, have heard about the devastation of the earthquake-tsunami that happened in Japan. Sighhh. :/ It was really saddening. Imagine your loved ones beine killed and trapped in the mist of the water, but feeling so helpless.... There's like going to be more than 10,000 people dead y'all know ?! Homggggg. Thats freaking me out. D: Experts predicted that there's going to be second round or earthquake, like 7.9 earthquake. :/ the world , the climate is really corrupted. Everthing's become like, abnormal. I sincerely prayed for the people over there :/ And give my condolences.

See those debris that were washed away by the tsunami ?

The cars are like toy cars that were being swept away !

Those chain messages that were passed around by your friends or even your families, regarding about the nuclear poisoned air will be exposed to us these few days. It not true , okayyyyy. PEOPLE, experts have assured us that the poison air will have to go through many stages before it will be transfered to us by radiation. So fret not. :) Alright ? Singapore is perfectly safe from the poison air. :> But another nuclear plant had exploded once again. The second nuclear plant. I suppose there will be more exploding. But i hope that it will not ! :( come on, earth, please... And to all beloved earthlings, look at what you've done to earth, our Mother. What it has become today, we caused it. These disasters that happened to us, is what we deserved. So, let's not do stupid things that will damaged the earth any further alright ?

I was buying things @ Daiso today, and guess what? When i was paying at the counter, the cashier gave me a plastic bag. but i kindly rejected her offer cause i want to save the environment by using less plastics. Although it doesnt make a difference when im doing it, but i everyone is doing it, it makes a huge difference, i swear. :) So why not try ? It doesnt harm you people right ? By not using a plastic bag, like putting it inside your bag makes a difference. :>

I was wondering if , im able to see you again :> heheheh.

And tmr, im going to the beach again :DDDD SENTOSA♥ ! hopefully it wont rain this time round:)

SENTOSA is ♥

2011-03-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

Hey people :) Past few days didn't manage to blog cause im way too busy, y'all know :) hee.

Went Sentosa yesterday with Lizanne, jiehui, and partner♥ Though there's only like a few people, but i still enjoyed myself. Went there, actually wanted to watch the guys play VAS U23 beach vball tournament. But like a sudden change of mind, and we went to play volleyball and did some sun tanning at our own. Of course, Im sunburnt and i looked like a lobster after bath. XD HOHOHOH. In the afternoon, Zhenfeng and bestie came to look for us, like after their training. then it became more people, of course merrier. Saw quite many familiar faces at there. Lewis went there with kevyn too. Then, saw buddy Iggy, he's with his cliques and gf :D saw chapalang daryl, NYP vball player. He took part in the U23 tournament i think. In the evening, we played dodgeball :D I have learnt a new sports and thats my first time playing;) Though didn't have much chances to play, but i see jiehui and partner enjoyed themselves. I felt inferior, cause i dont think i can play. Super low confidence :/ Sighhh. After that, we bathed around 6 plus, but i went to bath first cause im having gastric. Too hungry i guess ? :/ hmm. After that, went to vivo's KFC again. Me and tingrui's best friend. LOL.

Im going on Tuesday again. Hope that there's more people going:)) Those who are confirm are Carmen, Lizanne, Tingrui, Weiliang, YangHong, Jiehui. I hope that arwis,min hao , chiameng and louis will be going. Guys not steady deerrr, see, all the girls can make it ! tsktsk* D:

Oh yaaa. Just called sm and xj on the phone. And they told me what happened at the IT fair. Zhirong , seriously should just STFU. She's like acting like one big boss. As if she owns that shop. Ass. Who is she to scold sinwei? Like for NOTHING? Like everybody has to give in to her? WTHECK. I hope she sees this post. Im waiting for her to confront me. bla bla blaaaaaaahhhhhh. WHATEVER , LOSER.

Gonna eat lunch with sm,xj,wt tmr :D hehehe. ASTON♥.

And he just told me that, he's got a gf. Just last week :/ DAMN. *heartbroken*:(

Went town :D

2011-03-09T07:06:00.000-08:00

HARO HARO ~ Im back to blogggg today ;D time check: 12.21am nowwww, and im not feeling tired, not even a tiny weeeny bit. heeh;D Went town todya with shimin cause she's getting a hair cut :) hehehh. in the end, her hair looks a bit wierd thoughhhh. XD HAHHHA. Sshhh. don't tell her :p hehh. Went to eat KFC again a@ 313 somerset. KFC's really became my besstfriend lerrr. Same for partner :/ KFC is our best friend. homgggg. :/ I need to get rid of KFc mannnn. Shop around and went to check on my topshop memebercard. It hasn't been sent to ion. I have to wait till the person calls me to inform me whether my card has reached ion or not. I saw Ethan @ Ion today. Hahaha. He was with a girl :) anyway, walked almost the whole orchard within a few hours. Its just too small for me to shoppp :/ hahhh.
My best friend :x

Tmr im having training :) heeh. Heard from partner that Sp people are coming. Maybe friendly match baaaa. Hopefully we will do our best . But i dont think we have enough people to play friendly =/ hmmm. And and and and, bad news ! The VAS U23 beach vball for womens has been cancelled due to not enough teams joining =/ Shagggg ! there's only 3 teams currently ! homggg. freaks me out mannn :/ i called VAS todayyyy, and i heard about the bad news. But that lady told me that if there's beach vball in the future, they will email RP about it :D heheh. Yeyyy ♥ Hopefully the next next which is on june, the 4V4 beach vball tournament , we will be able to take part :D heheh.

I'm going movie before training tmr with partner♥ and maybe jiehui. heheh :D excited* Gonna watch Big Mommas ! heheh :D must be damn funneh derrrr. hohoohoh. I must laugh out loudly ! XD Relieve stress arhhhh XD HOHOHOHO.
see ya ! will blog bout tmr's activites !:D

My aim tmr will be , stay positive throughout the whole training. :D i know i can accomplish that :D JIAYOU ! KEEP FIGHTING ! For my idol's sake :p

Just like this, the passion that i have for volleyball, i don't give up.(:

REST DAY:D

2011-03-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

I know this is real cool :p IKR.

Today's a rest day for me. Basically, didn't do much things today. Woke up in the morning and i eat my breakfast, then i sat down and arranged my schedule for tmr onwards. I pinned all my activities on my cork board. Seems fun in the upcoming days.heheh :D Tmr is the last day of the VAS U23 sign up date. Homggg. Its either a good / bad news tmr. i'll call the person and asked whether the match will still go on. =/ I hope there's 8 teams that signed up for it ! !! ! ! homgggg. I raelly wanna playyy mannnn . :/ sighhhhhhhh. if the match will still go on, me and tingrui will make our way down to VAS again tmr, @ peichun public school for the meeting @ 0630pm. i will keep my fingers crossed till tmr ! D:

Anyway, tmr morning i will go for morning jog :D hehh. maybe around my house estate there. it may seems very short distance, but in fact, its reallllyy longggggggggggg . HAHHAHA. I have to keep fit mannn, and lose weight at the same time. homggggg. IM FATTTTTTTTTT D: ughhhh.
alright, today will just be a short post. Cause i didn't do much things either. So yeaaaaa alrighttt =D

night night earthlings !

and oh ! I saw a kitty today outside my cousin's doorstep. :p and it looks exactly just like this

Blahhh blahh :D

2011-03-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

Was so lazy to wake up today ,i don't know why. Maybe because of the Sat/Sun's event and we ton, makes me like a zombieee. LOL. I know its tiring to ton, and many people say that im dumb to go volunteer for sucha events, but its just shoooo FUNNNNNNNNN ! HAHAH:D Yea i must admit it that its REAL tiring ! But its worth it afterall when the event t shirt is nice and stuffs given to us like a sumptous lunch, or maybe awesome goodie bagsssss :D hehehh. The next event will be the Aviva trialthon, Ironman. Hahaha. That one, FIERCE. must ton and volunteer till 7pm. Pffttt* i think i will be dead by then. I had to travel all the way back to woodlands from Pasir Ris y'all know ?! D: ugh. well well ~ I already signed up for it though.

Anyway, met Vivien @ Woodlands mrt platform today cause we are going IMM, jurongeast !:Dheheh. It was kinda funnnn , but tiring ` XD We went to a lot of places, and she got her ear piece. XD Went daiso too. If im not wrong, it was ages ago since i last went Daiso. XD Hehhh. Around 0445, we took shuttle bus back to jurong east mrt. She went back to woodlands to take 161 and i went off to work @ Lakeside.

Today's kinda fun too :) Tingrui, Alynn, chiameng,yunkwang and cheryl all didn't work, cause they had something on. So yeaaaa :) only me and Zheng jie worked. time passes fast today, except for the damn irritating guy ! He seriously needs to keep his mouth shut mannnn . STFU. He's damn irritating and noisy. Like keep on, making fun of people and crapping lame jokes. I dont think its funneh at all, so do the others. == My friend said that: Yea yeaa, im trying my best to laugh, but i cant. LOL. agreeeeed a million times man. == Like WTF. Train back to Woodlands alone cause Zheng jie stay near Lakeside. Hahah:D Lucky i have my iphone to entertain me XD Hehhh. I keep check-in everystop that i went to. XD heheh.

Had a tiring day, so do others :D But it was a fruitful one !:) and im so looking forward to the trip to ZOO. :D hehh. Hopefully my dad can lend me his camera lens, cause i need to zoom in more on the animals that are further away. but his lens are like, so damn exp that i dont dare to use :/
hmmm. Oh well ~ gotta sleep earlyyy.

Goodnight :D

Random post

2011-03-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

Hi its night time naoooo. My second post of the day. Hah :D Bestie and ZF came back from their camp lerrrrrrrr. I know they must be dead beat by nowww, so yea, he's off to sleep. Standard. Think about it, there's many friends of mine broke up with their partners, or maybe get together with their partners. Yea, so i witnessed lots of these recently. Hmm. Guess going into a r/s really needs a lot of effort and time. Well, i was wondering, now im the one who's comforting them. When will it be my turn , when they comfort me ? Oh myyyy :/ Im really scared of starting a r/s now when i witnessed all those sadness. I know its going to be sweet, but the sadness will overtake the sweetness as times goes by.=/ Sighhhh.

I wish i had you♥

If i were to go into a r/s now or later, i will make sure that i will change my attitude, treat my bf better. I guess im not going to make it. Sighhh. If only i have the best bf on earth. HAHAHAHAH. and that's SO NOT GOING TO HAPPEN , YOU IDIOT. :x L O L. alright, im going off to.......SLEEP after i collect my moneyyy$$$$ from the monopoly in FB :p heheh.

Goodnight earthlings. :D

BORED BORED BOREDDDDD.

2011-03-03T20:24:00.000-08:00

Didn't intent to do anything todayyyy, cause ima gonna take a rest :D Sort of a day off from my busy activities ? hee :) Cause during the weekends, i will be damn busyyyy again ! D: ughhhh. Let's see whats up my schedule this weekend. hmmm.

Saturday, morning i'll be freeee, and @ evening i need to work @ Jurong. hee :) 0530-0930pm. After which, i'll head str8 home to bath and wash up cause i have to meet my cliques at 12am @ hougang :D haa . We are gonna have event on the next day so yea, we have to meet at hougang for the shuttle bus that take us to the reporting place. Tingrui, Yanghong, Weiliang and me. Jiehui, Chiameng and Louis is at the another group :( sadded. Sighhhh. I thought we could be as a group. Ughhhh. anyway, im damn exciteddddd, though it maybe tiring ~ but i like to have as many activities to keep me occupied.

The event will last till Sunday noon i guess. So by then, everybody will be like, "My eyesss are poppin' outtta" L O L. And i have to go all the way back to Woodlands, to where i stay. -.- Its a longgg journey when you are dead beat, y'all know? Hhaah. when i reached home, first thing first, bath and sleep. L O L.

Monday i will have to work again at 0530pm :D hee. I nejoy work, but sometimes its really annoying cause of those people =.= haha. I'm like talking alien language to them. Pffttt*

Sorry about yesterday to all my teammates who attended training. I was like, damn shaggg. I hope that someone could understand my feelings and what am i thinking. Sometimes i rather keep all to myself than saying it out. I know its wrong for me to give up, but my confidence level is really low , and plus there's not a thing that im doing right. Everything that im doing is always wrong, i rather dont do, cause i dont want to add burden to you guys. :/ I rather give up myself than pulling you guys down, y'all know ? I don't know how to explain what am i feeling now, but all i've got to do i sleep and escape from today's problem. And the next day when i wake up, i will be fine. But the same thing happens all over again when i attend the next training again. Seriously, i love volleyball. I have to admit that. But volleyball doesnt love me. How can i make it love me? Its harder than making a guy fall for me. pffttt* Oh pleaseee, give me some strength. What i need is inner strength i guess. The higher hopes i give for myself , the more disappointed i will get. Its always the case. I even quarrelled with my close friends, or add burden to them. All because of my attitude. But when i give attitude, i have my own reasons. neh :/ i guess its alright. No point explaining at my blog. Maybe only i, myself will know whats im going through. Shucks :/ Feeling really disappointed bout myself.

I know there's ups and downs. Form comes and go. I will try to keep myself positive then. I dont know why, everything i can keep myself positive. Just for volleyball i can't. :/ I hope i make the right decision, for myself and my friends. Sorry to keep you guys worry or even add burden to you guys.

As i said, as much as i want to cheer my friends up, i need someone to cheer me up as well :(

Goodbye.

2011-03-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

I know he's too adorable :p

Jaylen♥

Yaoyao♥

Bro took this for me @ adm park :D

Beach with Yanghong, chiameng, weiliang, lizanne, carmen, tingrui, jeff, and zhen feng.:)

Beach with Jeff, tingrui, carmen, lizanne and yanghong :D

AYE AYE CAPTAIN ! I'm here to blogggg. Even though there's like, just too much to blog, but i will just briefly summarized what had happened these few days :) Hees. Now now now, y'all know that its holidayyyy naoooooozx, so yeaa, kinda busy cause i was kinda busyyyyy with activities. Have been heading to Sentosa very often these days, cause there's the upcoming tournament that me and Tingrui took part in, U23 Beach vball. We both wanted to adapt to the environment and at the same time, train up a little, so that we are ready for the tournament even though we are the weaker ones. :) Anddddd, I'm burnt. L O L. sunburnt. HAHAHAAA ! Will be going Sentosa againnnn cause i wanna play beach vball, its kinda funnnn ♥

Today, met partner @ Toa Payoh cause we are going to VAS office. Well, i know where is it, but i don't know how to go :x Haha ! so, i asked Sheng Li ♥ for help. And he told me that it is at PeiChun Public school. Okaiiiii, so me and partner went to take bus 232. When we approached the security guard at the entrance, he told us that we are at the wrong entrance. But he say since we are here, he just let us in and walked to the main entrance. After walking a while , we managed to find the main entrance where the security will issue us a sticker for the pass. Then we headed to the VAS office, which took us quite sometime to find it too. It is located at the sports hall == The peichun students were training at that time. So yea, kinda weird when we walked in. Haha. Anyway, back to the topic. When we are at the office, it was comfy, and interesting. I saw a kids vball which was new to me. First time seeing it tho :) Damn lightweight and cute :D hehe.

alright, there's good news and bad news to the registration btw D: Let's start with the bad news. The bad news is that we are the first womens' team to register ! ! ! ! And the registration time closes at 6pm today ! D: ugh. the person say that there must be a minimum of 8 teams to play if the tournament resumes. WTHHHHHHHHH. Me and partner were really shocked, while disappointed at the same time. However, the person is really friendlyyy. :D Hahaha. After that ,we went back to ToaPayoh hub there to slaccckkk and pass our time for the meeting that starts @ 0630pm. I drank koiiiiiiiii ! hehhee :D Yumyummmmm ! Then after that went MAC. heee :D okayyyy. so the good news is......... that the registration date has been extended ! ! ! :DD hehhee . and that means we can ask more people to join ! hehe :DDD Me and partner were really happy when we heard that. Maybe we can write proposals to ask our teammates to go join :) hee. YESSSAAAAAAA ! It has been extended to next wed :D heheh.

SO PEOPLE ! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING ! THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED IN THE
VSA UNDER 23 BEACH TOURNAMENT, SIGNED UUPPPPPP NAOOOOOZXXX ! THE REGISTRATION FEE IS ONLY$60 AND IF YOU ARE A CORPORATE MEMBER OF VAS, IT WILL ONLY BE $50 ! ! IT WILL BE HELD AT SENTOSA, SILOSO BEACH ON THE 12TH AND FINALS ON THE 13TH. 2 ON 2(WOMENS OR MENS TEAM)

I strongly encouraged all volleyball players, be it indoor or outdoor, I mean, this is a very good experience for all of us :) Right ? So exposed yourself to the world of beach vball, it is awesome mannn (: heheh. I'm kinda nervous too. I want to join badly !:( So i hope there will be 8 team that will join before next wed !:( Saturday will be the tournament already;( So PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE. I will pray harddddd. :(

This will be the official beach volleyball use on the tournament day.

tmr im having training @ RP , 6pm. Guys will also be coming down to train with us. Hopefully there will be more people. :/ sighhhhh. Damn cui arh training not much people. Siannnzxzxzxz. @%#^$&%^W%W%@$@%.?!!?!$@%#. Ughhh . Oh well ~ Celebrating Davis's birthday tmr. Partner says most prolly @ northpoint. I have to sleep. Goodnight :p

And oh ,btw he's really weird these days. :/ Ugh. Whatever. pffttt*

CLASS CHALET:D

2011-02-23T19:21:00.000-08:00

IM BACK FROM CLASS CHALET !!! :D

DAY 1
Hees :D It was a memorable one though. I enjoyed so much. Most of the people attended the chalet on the first day. We met at Pasir ris mrt stn @ 12pm, and i went with Yong kiat, yuna, xiao wei. Qiuli was late and she went there alone. So we reached our chalet at around 1 plus, and we wanted to check in earlier, went to ask the counter whether we can. We wanted to change to another room cause the current room was a little smelly. L OL . The garbage area was near there. Our block- D03. hee :D Happily went in the room and the first thing that i did, is to lie on the bed ! hohhoo. The bed was kinda comfy really. :) Pack our things and played mahjong for a while. Then minghui wanted to go wildwildwet cause there's 4 free tickets. So, 5 people went- Vivien, Hongzhow, minghui, qiuli and me:D hee. I had lots of fun seriously. It was long since i last went there. I still ♥ wildwild wet, and i'll neva get tired of it:p heee. Around 4 plus goin to 5pm, we went off the bath and wash up all those. After that, went back to chalet. I had sunburnt on my cheeks. -- that was really bad, cause we only played for 2 hours plus, and i have got sunburnt. tsktsk* Anyway, went back and prepared to start fire for the bbq food. Had a hard time to start the fire though, maybe because we don't have enough experience, or maybe the charcoal that we bought wasnt that good. But the others that bbq also used the same brand as us, they can, we cant == Damn, everyone was sweating like hell when starting up the fire. At last, we manage to get all the food cooked for the first day.

Around 9 plus, i went to meet partner, jeffrey, carmen, lizanne and zhenfeng. I promised to go find them for supper. But i didn't eat cause i had too much of bbq food. I sat there and watched them eat though. They ate JustAcia, the food seems kinda nice, but i'm too full for that. D: Had a great time with them too, even though its just a short while. Damn cute luhh lizanne. :D Her reaction was really funneh. heee :D And she ate realllll slowww ~ Like a snail ~hee. Stayed at the restaurant till 10 plus, till they are closing, and i refilled my water there =p hohoho. After which, jeff and zf accompanied me back to chalet, and i pared with partner, carmen and lizanne.

Back to chalet room, they were playing UNO, poker and mahjong. I went to play and have fun with them too. Mingyang gave me money to play poker. Hahaha. In the end, i won 5 bucks. HOHOOH =D Riswan was really good at gambling tho. We cramped all together in 4 bed, there's 7 or 8 people sleeping. The rest stay awake and watch tv. L OL . When i woke up around 4 plus, i was still damn tired, however cant go back to sleep cause xiaowei and vivien were cramping me. LO L. I woke up and watched teevee instead. Till 6 am, we went to the park there to watch the stars. Hongzhow, Yuna, riswan. Jerry and me were there. When back around 7 plus and then we went for Mac breakfast. The rest were still sleeping duhhh. -.- I was freaking tired seriously. My eyes are bulging out. HAHHA.

DAY 2.
After breakfast, i squeezed into mingyang's there, cause there's space there. HAHHAA. I slept for a while and i felt better after that. HEEE :D So now its the second day in chalet, playplayplayplayplay is all we've got in chalet, eateat eat eat eateateat too. Homgggg, i think i have grown FAT. L OL . I need to continue with my morning jog again. -- Started bbq at around 4 plus, this time we have to ask the aunty at the opposite of our chalet to help us with the starting of fire. The charcoal doesnt seems to burn. So yea :/ But her advice to us, we work it out and due to all of our teamwork, the charcoal manage to become orangyyy in color. Hee. We take turns to help fan the charcoal. Homgggg. Our muscles are really aching, i believe. Hahaha. But teamwork is really awesome. ahaha =D 2nd day's bbq food is much much moreeee. Homggg. D: TOO MUCH IN FACT. We have to play poker to finished up the food. LO L . We drank vodka, loser drinks. hahaha. I drank so much till im drunk. But i was the last to be drunk. My friends had a hard time making me sleep when i was drunk seriously. homggg. D: I created a lor of trouble for them. :/ I felt guilty though. It was terrible. Qiuli and me was reallyyyyyyyyyy drunk. She vomitted in the toilet, but i didnt vomit though. I keep going to the toilet. HAHAHAA . My friends were all very tired cause i didnt sleep till 5 plus. L O L. When i woke up, my head really hurts. I fely dizzy. But i remembered whatever happened ytd. Hahah. My classmates were all talking about what i did and they laughed about my actions. But i cant recalled a single thing. But i remembered Mingyang keep talking to me. He was asking me to sleep. Hahha. He accompanied me all the way when i was drunk. He even scalled his finger when pouring water for me, i guess? Thats what he said to me. Hahha. Seriously, i made a nuisance out of myself. LOL. XD

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Day3.
Today's the day we have tp packed up. Woke up at around 9 plus. Went to the pool's toilet to burhs my teets and washed up. Head really hurts much, and feel like vomitting. Vodka really kills me. Whewww. D: check out at around 1030 and went to eat popeyes with classmates. Shared a 2 piece chicken meal with Mingyang, and went home by train. Was really uncomfortable when on train cause i wanna vomit. :/ Fianlly reached home @ around 12 plus. whewww. Had a relief. And i went to sleep after bath.

TODAY, 24/2/2011
Oh well , thats about it. 3 days in chalet, so much happenings eh ? IKR. :D but i had an awesome time with my classmates at there:) I bet they had fun too :D hee. Oh ya ! There's a lot of RP students at pasir ris chalet. L O L. A few room away from us, there's another group of RPs. Cause i helped them to take group photo :) haha. Alex was also at there, block F i think. Haha :D So went we went back, i saw Alex and i said byebye to our neighbours. Hhaha =D Got to know a few more friends. Not bad uh? hee :D alright ,thats about it.

i'm having training later on @ 6pm. Hee :D I don't think there will be a lot of people , maybe at most 3? or 4 maybe. I hope there will be more people coming for training:/ oh please.

Oh !!!! i have another good newsss ! The U23 beach vball tournament, school has already approved us and they are willing to sponsor us for the fees ! 60 bucks ya'll know ! hehehe :DDD damn happyyy !=D But partner seems to have bungy on the 12th. And the timing clashes. :/ she'll have to rearranged again:/ hopefully, i get to go. But im superrr lousy. you know. haisssss.

Some of the photos that were taken in chalet:D

Own by xiaowei :p she took this pic.The girls, and we rock :p

taaadahhhh ! :D

Own by shikin :D She took this.

With all we've been through, there's ups and downs in our life, but we still remain as best friends. :) Thank you for all the happy moments that you guys have given me. I really appreciate that i had you guys in my life.

Men's Urban Health event:)

2011-02-20T07:53:00.000-08:00

Taken with partner @ Conrad hotel ;D

Taken with partner @ Conrad hotel ;D

Taken with partner @ Conrad hotel ;D

Dance competition held @ Marina Square

Taken during dawn @ nicoll highway.

The building that i like(Y):D

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3.

Whewww, I'm back from the event ! Guess what ? It was still as tiring as ever. Tonning for events are the most tiring job mannnn. L O L. Maybe because on Sat i was too busy. That's why i felt really exhausted after the event. I sleep for the whole day on Sunday. Gosh, i have never slept that long before ! Just when i open my eyes, it was already night. HAHAH !

Well well ~ hehhh. Had took some photos, so yea, that's about it :) Had new friends again thru events. Its kinda fun though even its tiring :) hah. I havent pack my things for tmr's chalet. Homgggg. I have to hurry up naoooo. Cause tmr, xiao wei, Yongkiat, Yuna, Qiu li and me are gonna meet @ 10.30am at Woodlands Mrt station. L OL. We're taking 168 to Tampines, cause we are going Pasir ris. So yeaaa, gotta sleep early ! ><>

I;m really sufferring from damn serious fatigue. LOL. anyway, kinda like the event shirt of the men's urban health event :) hehe :D Yayyy, i have got another new shirt ! There's mac vouchers to be given and also 20 bucks token of appreciation. I think its quite a successful event though. Hahh :D

Alright ! Gotta pack my bag for tmr and also turn in early !:) Will not be at home for 3 days str8. HOHOHOH :D bye !

Chalet's gotta be fun ♥

EXAMS OVER:D

2011-02-18T05:43:00.000-08:00

This picture is gorgeous:)

HELLO PEOPLE ! :) My exams are finally over ! I have much more things to do during the holiday and i'm soooooo excited for it ! hehehh :D Overall, UT3, i think its do-able. :) However, i cannot be over confident ! HAA ~! Cause if thats the case, i will always fail. L O L. thats what happened to me in pri school. Ah, whatever. anyway, I have a busy schedule for this weekend. Lemme share with you guys about my schdule.

Firstly, tmr morning, i'm gonna meet Weiliang, Tingrui, and Yanghong for the OCBC briefing @ 8am at City Hall.-.- I know its freaking early, but the briefing starts at 0845am. I was like WTHHHHHHHHHHH when i saw the timing. Damn friggin early . -- Who the hell wakes up so early in a damn sat morning ?! LO L . Sadly, Jiehui, Chiameng and Louis aren't same group as us. But we signed up as a group mannnnnnnn D: Ughhhhh. well well ~Their briefing starts at 0145. L OL . Its friggin late y'all know ! NOT FAIR !D: I want us to be as a group !:( Sighhhhhhh *

The briefing will end around 11am i guess? hopefully, haaa. Cause i wanna go home earlier and rest :) hehhh. I will be working at 0500 to 0900pm @ Bukit Batok tmr :) hopefully YunKwang will be driving. So that i can go home earlier =p hehehhh XD I will then go home bath and pack my belongings, i will be tonning over at F1 pit there i guess? Most prolly, i dont know =x Cause on Sunday i have event on the Mens Urban Health run thingy :D sighhhhhh. I'll keep my fingers crossed that i can make it thru the event =x I think i will sleepppppXD HAHHAH ! I will be damn tired mannnnnnn.

Even worse is that, i need to attend my class chalet on Monday, Tue and Wed. LO L . SEEEEEEE ?! Im going insane !!!! im flood with activites in my lifeeeeeeeee !
L O L :D But i like it (Y) hehe :D it keep me occupied and i won't emo :p hehehh !

Anyway, my topshop member card is ready to collect ! hehe :D Where outlet should i ask the person to transfer my card to? Hmmm. Maybe Ion orchard:) Cause i often go there. :) Alright alright ~ I have to do some personal stuffs right now ~ =p hehehe :D Bye byeeeee !
i will update soon, most prolly. :D

ZOOZOOZOOZOO :D

2011-02-12T07:45:00.000-08:00

Ello people ! :D Guess what ?? I went to Singapore Zoological Garden today! Well, i went there cause there's some kind of event that requires marshalls or volunteers to be exact. So yea, we were deployed to the ice cream station. Though its a little dumb , but i had fun afterall. This is my first time @ ice cream station. L O L. I always landed in water point with my group of friends. However, Joe wasnt in our group this time round. He was at baggage. So yea, too bad :/ our group is seperated. L OL . I was kinda frustrated with this event actually, but anyway, its over. tsktsk* I dont bothered anyway. Hahhha=D I have also took a few pictures of the animals in side that i love. ;p hehehe . im choosyyyy ~XD They are kinda nice, and i saw many people bringing their dslr to take photo. HAHAHHA. I regret that i didnt bring. Ughhh. Nehmind ! wellwell ` i will go zoo someday with my friend:) hehe. I wanna take pictures too ^^ Anyway im closing my eyes when im typing now. Damn damn danm damn Wore out ! =x HAHHAAHA ! This kind of event is nice, but kinda tiring ! D: So yeaaaaa. ughhh =/ I'm sleeping soon ~
Goodnight people.

I ♥ lions.

2011-02-05T07:42:00.000-08:00

Time check: Its 11.38pm now :( Night time. I had a bad day today . sighhh. I went for morning jog as usual even though im sick. Hahh. Anyway, went to two cousins house today. So it was kinda busy. I played the piano at my cousin's house. and i have learnt a new song. Kiss the rain by Yiruma. I love that song man :D im glad that i have learn part of it. hehe :D Ate not too mch today cause i have to control my diet. However, mommy's sick :( Damn. She keep vomitting and having diarrhea. sighhh. I wanted to bring her to consult a doctor but she insisted not to. And now, she's fall asleep:( Sigh. Daddy's sleeping on the couch as he was watching soccer. Brother's asleep =( So basically, left me that is the only one's awake. I quarrelled brother just now. Sigh :( I hope tmr will be a better day for me. Goodbye~. Watching "Da Shi Jie" tmr with cousins and aunties uncles. I heard that its a nice song :)

piano is love♥

fairytales do exist. :)

2011-01-31T06:51:00.000-08:00

Recently damn busy. Things have been changing a lot whenever time exist. Sighhhh. I don't know whether all these changes are good or bad to me.=/ Just hope that everything will be fine for me, i'm contented. ughh shucks. I've got a FUCKING C for my formal presentation for intro to communication. ALL THANKS TO THE FUCKING FACI, LAURA LEE. haha. Damn her seriously. Guess what's her comment to me ? Its freaking hilarious if you see it and what's the reason she gave me a damn C. She wrote, just because of my skirt, and she assume that its jeans skirt, and she downgraded me. Whereas other A scorers, some are not even properly attired, cause of their shoes, she didn't care too. I don't know whether it is personal biased against me or she didn't saw the others attire, I dont give a fuck. damnit. So did i attend that formal to get a C? Seriously, I went for that formal presentation because i wanted to get a good grade, and try it out how well i can present. However, nothing turns out right. Sucks to the core man. And i swear im going to complain about her after the last lesson. And im going to write a sacarstic email, telling her that all thanks to her i've got such " good grades" uh. This kind of teacher might as well fuckoff. Haha. RP doesn't need this kind of fucking talent. Tmr im having her lessons again. I'm gonna just keep quiet and sit there. Whatever she talk, im not going to listen. i'll prove to her that i can score A for ut which i only depend on myself and not begging her for daily grades. I don't need your gradings seriously. Cause you ain't know how to grade at all. Whatever it is, tmr im going to ask those LAZY people in my team to do work. Do , or don't present. That's it. If not get lost. Don't even need to attend school. Might as well go home and use wireless and surf net. Don;t waste your time and my time here. Venting my anger on blog, kinda hilarious uh ? ikr. well, bye.

I just don't like it, so what?

In schoolll:DDD

2011-01-16T21:11:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps ! hee :D Woke up at around 6am today and prepared to go for a morning run :) hees. I wore jacket and tights to run. Outside was windy, and then weather's niice :D hees. the air was refreshing. But its stilll dark though. Many people have already start going work. It was surprising. However, I didnt see any one jogging. hhaa :D Anyway, I'm having lessons now, Cognitive. Today's problem statement real easy :D hee. Easy peasy backside sqeezy =x hehee. Faci gave us ample time today. Till 2 o clock . HAHA ! Awesome right ? IKR ;p hee. Ppt 's done and now im blogging in class. LOL . I shud be revising for marketing instead of blogging. AHHHHHHH ! Later im having marketing ut2. Sighhhhh. damn boredddd D: Cause ut1 discourages me. Damn D: I must do even better this time round. Cause marketing is so hard to score. =/ though it may look easy. sigh. After ut , im going to watch the guy's play match . They VS with NTU today :)Hopefully miracle will also happened. I know they can do it :) hee. Im going with tingrui . hee :D Just now webcam with justin that pig. grrr. I have got some unglam pictures of him ! hehehhe :D wait ! i will upload ! =D hohohoo ! Anyway, im gonna have a busy week ! hehe. yayy ^^ Going morning jog tmr again:) JIAYOU TO MYSELF ! (: hee. Goodbye ! Gotta go study marketing ! and im serious :p

He's just too cute.(:

IVP IVP IVP !

2011-01-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

Our first match for IVP tmr ~ I hope it goes well though D: Sigh . I can only say that i will try best afterall those trainings i have been. I hope i can applied what i have learnt. VS NUS tmr @ 0815, held at TP. Anybody who's interested can come and support us :D hees. Anyway, Took the first UT2- MATH. I don't say that its easy, but its relatively okay to do. However, i still hope for the best. UT1 results doesnt seems appalling to me. Sigh* It's still farrr from my target=/ I have to work extra hard. Having Introduction to Comm ut2 tmr. I partial-ed todayyyy. Cause i really can't stand that faci. And i really really really don't like her D: She's like BOO . Pffttt* Anyway, I partial-ed with vivien. haha. I left my group , Qiu li, and Yuna. As per normal, Ali and justin didnt helped out anything. But i have done almost everything for them before i go during the second meeting. I shutdown my lappy at 1234pm. haha ! :D I met Weiliang on the way, he also partial-ed ! L OL . We walked to CWP together, and went eat. After that, went Cotton On and bought the monk's bag. L O L ! XD Bought black with Vivien. haha. Then headed home, and i cleaned up my hamtaro's house :D hees. It was sparkling clean now ! yayy ! I bathed them too :) hees. Regretted going back to school for the stupid thingy BRAG prize presentation. THAT WAS SO LAMEEE --. tsk* After that, seperated with the volleyballers cause i acc aishah to library to study. Met her friends after that, and we played pool. We won cause i shot the last ball in ! yayyyy ! ♥ I was damn friggin happy. Anyway, nice to know them :) hees. They are nice and funney guys. haha. Tmr's gonna be a long day for me ~~ ~~~ MATH MATH MATH- my fac topic. :DD Heard that its integration tmr. HAHHA. My best topic ever. L O L . Having advantages, i have to study even more of comm during lessson :D hee. I think god is being nice to me:) Alright , i will sleep early tonight too, i promise:) Goodbye !

Lucks to all my teammates tmr. ♥ (:

NO PRESENTATION TODAY (:

2011-01-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

hee. Math module today, and guess what ? We don't have to present on the 3rd meeting ! hehe :D Cool uh? IKR :x Our mentor is kinda nice :D hees. anyway, he helped us revised topics that are just taught. hee :D I think its useful to us:) haa. Thanks mentor ! There's training tmr !yayyy ! ♥ And somemore in school :p wheets . Better. hee. Stupid didn't come school today =,= He was sick as he was having a bad tummyache. LO L . But he went for training at cchy anyway. well well ~ I was playing with my hamtaros just now, and they were like friggin cute laaaaa :D hee. They ran on the wheel like nobody's business ! XD hahha ! awww ♥ it melts my hearts seeing them. Heee :D I saw dino todayyy ! XD He's hair was friggin short ! L O L. But its niceeee luh (: hee. He damn BHB,always say that he's "HANDSOME" (but in fact, he's not:p) hehee . kkiddingg ! Alright, i swear im gonna sleep early today. That's it. Goodbye :D

Time to buy new year's clothes. Counting down: less than a month D:

MY HAMTARO :p

2011-01-04T07:51:00.000-08:00

I've got my hamtaro today:p L O L. FYI, HAMTARO = hamsters. haha ! XD My two males hamsters. I love love them ♥ hee. They are just sooooo friggin cuteeeeeeeeeee ! haha ! :D They don't smell. In fact the person whom gave it to me bathed them and change the bedding before giving it to me. He even gave me free cage :D haha ! Many thanks to him (: I played with the hamsters just now with bro. Bro seems to like them a lot. hee :D Cause they are just so adorable. agree?;P hehe . Ut 2 cognitive today. Still relatively alright. I think i can do it without any problems. However, i wouldn't say that it is easy too :x hah ! Hopefully i can do even better than the first ut. I've got a B+. I wanted to get a A though. But its always just a few steps away from me =/ darn. Anyway, there's this talk for all DBA students regarding choosing electives for year 2's. == Lameshit. haha. I dont feel like going, but anyway majority of my classmates are going. Well well, i shall tag along then. I fell asleep just now, when i finished doing my rj , on the table == Pfttt* I'm wore out cause i slept at 3am ytd. D: Panda eyesss* Mommy bought for me prawn dumplings again, which i already ate in school today. Still, school's is still the best so far among all the prawn dumplings i have eaten :) hheee. Alright, bubble teaaa for tmrrr's lunch again :p hohohoh. Goodbyeeeee people ! Will upload my hamtaro's pic soon :p they are asleep . Shhhh * :p

I hope you will be fine.

amazingly, i find snowmen very attractive :p

TRAINING :D

2011-01-03T09:48:00.000-08:00

First day of school. Tell you how i feels like. It was awesome. :) haha . Cause i love school ! esp i can see all my friends and classmates again ! The feeling is like so shiok mannnn ! XD hahha ! Relief faci for today cause Cognitive faci haven't come back from holiday. Pftttt* Chandran , that's the faci name ! L O L . Typical indian name :x ah shucks. no offence. haha :D anyway, he's kinda funnehhhh, but too naggy and too many questions. And if im not wrong, he's the one who marked our ut ! D: L O L . All thanks to him , i've got a B+ :D yayyyy . Tmr's the second phase of ut. UT2. *drums rolls* haiyaaa :x I haven't start studying and time check, its ....2.07am nowwww :D GOSHHH ! That means im going to dieeeeee if i havent studied ! D: UGH ! alright, i have to be disciplined and study after i blog finished this post. grrr. Oh ya, had training @ amkss today. Cause RP definitely no court. that's why we had to travel THIS farrrr to train. L O L. Training was a enjoyable one though i didn't perform well. D: shucks. It's jiehui's birthday today ! And we bought her a small cake. haha =D Hope she likes it. IVP fixtures are out. And goddammnit. I hope that we dont get last. That's all, im contented. :) hee. We will definitely try our very best. That's what we go training for allthis time right ? To train hard for the upcoming compt. That's our goal :) Even though we are weaker in skills, but i think we are still gonna give our opponents a hard time to defeat us :) Let us show our determination by coming for the last 2 trainings that we have before IVP :) ♥ There's 9 who make it for today's training and i'm glad that there's more and more people coming:) I hope we will all perservere till the end. GOODLUCK TO ALL VBALLERS ! :D Alright, gotta go. STUDY TIME NOWWW =D time check: 2.11 am. pfftttt* Byeee !

I'm gonna get my hamsters tmr ! ♥

2nd day of new year :D

2011-01-02T08:36:00.000-08:00

Well well :) I slept very long today :x Till around 12 plus then i finally woke up and wash up:p hee. Pack my wardrobe a little and gosh it was damn messy D: Ugh. Didnt do much, but the most contented happening was that we went to lot 1, cause daddy wanna buy Levi's. Unfortunately, didn't manage to buy cause he didn't like all the designs that's available there. He said that he'll go town some day to find for the perfect design that he want. Pfttttt* :x Anyway, bro bought many shirts , pants and shorts today. Spent 170bucks on him at Cotton On. LOL. :) It was damn damn damn naiseeee when he wore those on. hee :D I bet this new year , people are gonna praised him for being too handsome :p hee XD Gonna go shopping with cousin next week :) hee. I'm gonna help him choose his new year's clothes. :D yayy ♥ i miss him alot mannnn ! D: We have lots to catchup :D hee. 3 CHEERS FOR ME CAUSE I HAVE BOUGHT MY HAMSTER'S CAGE TODAY @ PET LOVERS CENTER ! hehhee :D yay. I bought a lot of those nice things for my hamster. I hope he will have a good life. hohohohh :p Spent around 100 plus bucks on the accessories and necessities for the hamsters. And I'm the member of the PLC ! hohooh :p from now on, food will be purchased at there . After which, Ate KFC with family today. damn. FATTENING. D: NO MORE FAST FOOD FROM TODAY ONWARDS. FUCK THOSE FASTFOODS. grrrr. Alright, gotta go :) First day of school tmr. And training @ amk. yeyyy♥ gotta turn in earlier. byeeeee ! =D

Pigggy, i miss you♥

OVERSEAS :D

2010-12-31T06:35:00.000-08:00

Hello people ! I've just came back from overseas . Went Cameron highland , Ipoh and KL these few days . hehee :) I had lots funnnn ♥ hee. I went with my relatives and my cousins. I shared a hotel with one of my cousin, and the rest were also paired up. Two per room, and the hotel that we stayed in is awesome.

Day 1.
Went str8 to Cameron highland, 6 hours of journey mannnn D: gosh I almost sit till my backside burnt. L O L D: I ate the medicine that can prevent me from heachache and vomitting. And thanks god, im okay :) hees. Steady pom pipi :p hehee. We stayed at the hotel Equatorial :)It was really nice. The hotel is a 5 star hotel, and the room is comfy. Even the bed, its bouncyyy ! HAAAH ! My cousin and i jumped like crazy on the first night :x We were so excited about everything. Because we reached there around evening, so we check in and pack our luggage then off for dinner :) hees. Ate steamboat on the first day . That restaurant, i went before:) hees. Last year i ate at there too:) hees. It was awesome man. Imagine , eating steamboat in a cooling weather:) aint nice ?hees. IKR:p Then my cousins and i, plus my uncle played snooker on the first night. Played till 12 plus ! L O L. Cause one game is only 4 bucks . CHEAP isnt it ?:) I played WII too. haha ! I played tennis , bowling, boxing for half an hour :) Didnt sleep much for the first night, cause I couldnt get to sleep ;p

Day2.
So let's move on to day 2. Went to many places like the strawberry farm, Veg farm and tea plantation. It was awesome, esp the view of the mountains. HAHAHA =D and the weather makes it so niceeeee. I feel like staying there man XD Its really awesome. Though Sg have shopping centres :x but its too warmm D: L O L. Bought a lot a lot of things on the 2nd day. hee :D Ate a lot of nice food at night too :) wow. I must admit that the food in malaysia is awesome (Y) haha :D The tour guide is the boss, hence he know much more about where to bring us to eat and reconmend us all those good stuffs. haha :D He's really good and generous. haha ;) Went back to hotel and pack my stuffs cause the next day we are gonna leave at around 9am after our breakfast in the hotel.

Day3.
Off we go to Ipoh. hehhee :D Travel for another 3-4 hours on the bus. And we finally reached on time for lunch :D hehe. Ate the famous dou ya, chicken :) haha . It was awesome. I ate the whole plate of beansprout ! HOHOHOH ! =x Its too nice to resist anyway :p haha ! After lunch went to a temple and pray :) Then checked into our another hotel. haha ;x That hotel is creepy. L O L. It seems like nobody stay in there :x HAHHA ! We stayed in the room 1704. HAHA :D The previous hotel room was 0705. HAHA XD well well. Guess what ? We on the teevee for the whole night and sleep, but when i woke up the teevee was OFF ! D: Damn friggin scary . D: I asked my cuosin whether did she off it, she said NO. And neither did i left my bed ! D: ugh. And furthermore, the tv doesnt have a remote. So who off iit? ! Nobody knows =/ thank god we only have to stay for a night . hahaa !

day4.
Today we are going to KL. heee :D KL cause its..............SHOPPING TIME ! :DD Went BB plaazaaaa , sungei wang, and pavilion :D hee. My fav is pavilion though :p hee. Its much more exp then the others. But i still bought things that i like :D hee . I love KL though i have gone there quite a few times, and im quite familiar with it :p hee.

Alright, that;s all fr my vacation ! :D heee . And now, the troubles coming . D: Im having UT once schoool reopen ! D: I need to start studying now ! D: urghhhhh ! Well well, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL ANYWAY :) HAve a good year ahead ! ♥ goodnight :D ima going to start reading up some notes:p

im thinking of my new year's resolution :p

0223 am !

2010-12-24T10:23:00.000-08:00

Time checked: 0223am. And i haven't turn in yet. I had just finished doing the card that im going to give someone :) hee :D I'm feeling hungryyyy naooozx D: damn. I need to eat chocolate again =x hee. I'm not feeling tired tho i have been walking around since day. haha XD but i guess i need to turn in soon. If not santa won't gimme my present ! :P heee . Piggy♥ is asleeeeepp :3 He's tired. Well well ~ I'll turn in now after i eat my chocolate ;p Cause im meeting SM tmr morning. Need to collect smth at Pending LRT stn . LO L :D heee. Goodnight people ! =D MERRY XMASSSSSS anyway !

I've been a good girl this year :) & I'm proud of myself.

Xmas eve :D

2010-12-24T07:22:00.000-08:00

Today's the eve of xmas :D I bet most of us are excited about it eh ?:) hohoho. Went shopping today with SM and I bought mostly xmas presents =x Last minute shopping . L O L . But its nice though. I have bought myself a disney pilllow. HAAHA ! I know its childish ~ but its naiseeeee to hug you know ?:p hee :D Spent kinda much today, with SM. haha. I want to pierce my ear , but still not ready for it. xD Im kinda nervousss and scared . L O L . I think i still need presents though. Shitty. Where the hell am i going to get presents right now ?! D: AHHHHH. I think i need to go KL and get some back . hmmmm=/ hopefully i can get. pfftttt* Anyway , I'm talking to him nowwww ♥ Yeyyyyyy ! I'm shooo happy ! hee :D Piggyyyyy pigyy ♥ hohohoho. Tmr im going to get my new contacts ! well, that is the xmas present i get for myself ! L O L =x I'm gonna watch pastaaaa later on ! goodnight ! Santa will be on eaeth in a few more minutes ! :DDDD ♥

i love piggy :3

FATED (:

2010-12-22T07:13:00.000-08:00

Had friendly with SMBVB ytd at sembawang sec school :) And guess what ? I saw SOMEONE that it gaves me a surprise. Seriously , I'm so damn shocked ~ XD But im happy that i finally can see him :) hee* :D He was with his teammates not long after. At first i thought i saw the wrong person cause i saw someone that looks like him from afar. But after when he changed into his NYP jersey, no 18, i then realised it was really him:) heees. My heartbeat was beating damn fast when i know that . L O L . Anyway, he's really cuteeeee =x hohoho. Perhaps it was fate that brought us tgt . hee :D Texted him just now, and had a long chat with him. I'm veh veh veh HAPYYYY ! wheets. I guess everything's going the way i want now ~ :D I hope this will continue . Oh ! I saw Yongkiat at sunplaza's mac ytd while i was waiting for my teammates. haha ! sucha a conincident tho :)hhaa . Saw many of the northzone players at smb sec. Got to know one of the phs subset , and currently she's in SP. Had a nice chat with her at fb. :) She told me about life in SP. haha :D And i shared with her what;s going in RP too. Her school is also taking part in IVP too :) hah. Today is my rest dayyyy, and im having training tmr ! :D hohooh. Damn excited. Supposingly, we are having friendly with NYP but i guess their coach cant make it? cause going overseas i guess? Haha. Anyway, CM told me something that really makes me laugh ! He said that he dreamt of me, commited suicide. LO L . That's impossible . XD Silly him , isnt it ? :) Haha. he said that he was so afraid and he keep searching for me! HAHAHA :D haiyo * alrighttt, gotta go ! will blog again later:)

I'ma hamsterrrr, and he's a pigggyyyy ♥ :3

Training with the guys :)

2010-12-16T07:57:00.000-08:00

Hello people ~ Time checked, its 11.57 pm nowwww. 3 more mins to 12 am and i will be going to SENTOSA tmrrrr ! ♥ With my classmates . hehehe. I'm so looking forward to it. hohoho :) Had training with the guys today. It was quite enjoyable. By training with the guys, I can recieved more harder spikes. :) Fortunately, i recieved YangHong's spike. Nice man. But nobody manage to set that ball. Wasted ~ ahha :D Anyway, I hope i can run even faster. Sighh *I have already run veh veh veh fast to the ball. But i still can't reach it mannn. Sigh * D: Some may think that if i play libero better. But if i play libero, I will not be able to serve. And that's the problem. One server down. =/ Don't know which is the best formation that will benefit us. Ah shucks . I dont know :/ Xmas is coming. Im so going to get some presents for my friends :)
hehhhh . Alvin told me that next thurs there should be a friendly with NYP girls again. Maybe still not confirm. :) But he told me maybe he's coming to support including he;s still in Singapore :D hohoho I can see him ! ♥ yeshhh ! XD Im so excited for tmr ~ oh well ~ goodnight ! :3

Beach tmr ! (:

IG photo taking :)

2010-12-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

Communication module today. And one word still, FACI sucks. (N) boo. Hhahah. Stayed back a while after school with Vivien cause we chatted so happily with the rest of the classmates . Keep laughing non stop mannn ! Seriously, stomach painnnn ah after laughing so damn much . Today's dismissal is so damn early. Like 0220pm we are off. XD hahha ! Walked to CWP with zi qun, minghui, shikin, joe, vivien. And then parted with the rest except for Vivien cause we are going to eattttt nice food XD In the end, guess what? Wanted to eat Seoul garden, but buffet's over. D: damnnn. So went to MAC instead. hahha ! Saw jiajun with his tball friends . They were so greenish. L OL :x Bright green jersey is so damn nice. Rather than ours. damnit. D: I wanted to have a new jersey for IVP. hhehehe :D Ate till around 6 and we walked around cwp . Then after that, I met Justin at Mrt stn and we walked back to school for the photo taking session. Saw a lot of sports ig members. Kinda crowded at the sports hall. Bball were training at that time with half the court. Anyway, i had a great day today (: Toddles ~

Tmr will be better ;3

IRON MAN ! :D

2010-12-12T07:10:00.000-08:00

Yeyyyy ~ ♥ I did watched IRON MAN♥ ! Just now on channel 5 @ 7pm. Guess what? It was AWESOME ~ hehhh . Seriously, i love all MARVEL characters and movies. They are fantastic. (Y) Thumbs uppppppp ! hehee :D I hope that there's more more more marvel movies coming up! I would definitely catch them ! hees. I went town today with partner :) Partner bought ALOT of things. XD haha ! And we've found our desired hoodie- FOX HOOODIEEE ! 3 cheers for us ! yeyy ! :DDD Its not that exp anyway~ So it can be bought :) hees. I spent more than a 100 bucks today. hhaa :D But its worth it. hees. I bought a bunnehhhh tanktop. It was sooooo adorable ! ♥ and I bought something for vivien. Her favourite- DOMOKUN. HAHA ! I bought for myself SPONGEBOB. Oh ya. Partner reminded me about the newly opened mall- NEX. Was really excited about it though she says that it was nothing. Will find a weekend to traavel around the mall :D hees. I had an awesome weekend this week, and i totally love it. :) Im so gonna buy heels next week at ion again , with guranteed that NEO SHIMIN IS FREE !D: urgh. Assshole. Oh well, schooling's tmr ~ :D I'm happppyyyy ! btw, i have friendly with bukit panjang girls high. Wish me luck ! :D Toodles ~

Sometimes, things werent meant to be yours, don't force it.

MARKETING MARKETING ! D:

2010-12-09T07:49:00.000-08:00

Stress over today's problem statement. It wasn't that difficult at all. Maybe because we don't have enough time for ppt i guess :/ My whole group went for the Marketing talk which i think was not useful at all. D: damn.I 've wasted my precious time there, for an hour i suppose. hmm. The speaker was really boring, and i think there's too much videos for us to see. Sigh* I hope i can get a good grade for today. Cognitive daily grade was out just now, and i've got a B-.- Faci commented that im a reliable and gets the concept quickly among the team. ha . I'll treat it as a compliment. (: hhee. I couldn't stay back to discuss the marketing proposal with my team today cause i had something on. :/ So sorry teammates. But i promise that tmr i will stay back with you all :) heheh. ♥ So i have the plan for the next few days already:)
Here's it:
Friday - Discuss marketing proposal after school.
Sat- going out with Vivien to town to shop !
Sun- going out with partner to shop again !
Mon - having friendly with BPGH
Tue- still planning
Wed- still planning
Thurs-training
Fri - going sentosa with class ! :D

So that's it :D heheh. Kinda funnnn eh? :D hehh . IKR :x Well, you see, i'm kind of bussyyyy ~ XD hahhaha ! Anyway, New media tmr ! It's going to be a day where class chat will flood with messages cause everybody is really subjective over New media Faci ! XD hahaha ! I'm texting with him right naoooozx :3 hehehe ♥ Goodbye ~

I believe you're the Mr right.(:

IN CLASS IN CLASS ! :D

2010-12-07T20:42:00.000-08:00

I'm in class naooooozxxx , slacking probably, cause we have already done everything :) heees. Now still left with Hazimah completing the ppt :) hehhh . Everything goes well for me today , and i'm happpy ~ :D hehhh . Awww, Alvin is sooooo cuteeeeeeeeee ♥ believe it or not XD He's awesome. Really. I ate at reel room just naooooozx with vivien and si ying and i was mad over Alvin ! hahhaha ! I guess they already know what i wanna tell them :x haha ! Oh oh ! Christmas is coming ! And that means we are going to exchange gifts ! :D heheh . I'm so happpyyyyy ;3 hehhhh . This weekend im gonna go for a shopping spree ! I wanna buy nice clothes , cause im going to wedding dinner :3 hehhhh . I've got a B for my communication UT . Damn. :/ I wanted to have an A. But i guess im so near, yet so far from it. D: AHHHHHHHHH ! I♥my Birkenstock :3 I'm being random ~ XD hahaa ! oh well , byeeee peeps !

Alvin is loved♥

SUPERMAN ♥

2010-12-06T08:09:00.000-08:00

Just now watched SUPERMAN RETURNS and i'm so inspired by him (: ♥ he's AWESOME you know ? hee :D I wanted to have someone like him on earth , and there will be no evil on earth. Well, who knows. Maybe that SOMEONE is over the other side of the earth ?:p hehee. Its just that he didnt appear. XD heeee :D anyway, no training for the whole week ! GOSH ! how am i going to survive ?:/ damn damndamn damn damn damn ! D: I'm going MMMMAAAADDDDD. grrrr. Did some marketing research on the BRANDS product with minghui, joe and yuna today . Gotta buck up and rush up things as well, cause I heard that there's much more people faster than us ! D: Damn. And my class , not even ONE group has started on it ! -- I think its going to be gone case naoooozx. Anyway, gotta get to sleep soon :3 hees. Nightieeee ! ♥

I wish he's my superman ♥ (:

TCHOUKEBALL :D

2010-11-21T07:36:00.000-08:00

I went to watch tchoukeball on Saturday with partner, because jiajun's playing .:) As promised, he came to support us as well during pol-ite. It was held in school and i met partner earlier for breakfast. Ate mac , and hotcakes are my first meal of the day.:) Had a filled breakfast before we had enough energy to cheer for him . L OL :D Anyway, he did great. And for the carnial, it was a whole day event. L O L. It was damn tiring for me.After the carnival there's pol-ite. L O L. They played continuosly. They got second for the carnival and 1st for pol-ite. I felt happy for them :) haha . And they have got what they want . I'm kinda inferior cause we got last :( And i wished we could do even better. :( Sigh ~ ~~ well well ~ Its a fact anyway. D: and Oh, i saw xiao bai :3 ♥ hehehee he's just tooo cuteee :3 hehheh . Even partner say he's cute ;p wahahha ! I want to talk to himmmmm XD muhahhaha ! I hope i have the chance to see him again. He's damn strong .:D hehheh . Gotta read up some marketing 6p's for naooozx. Goodnight ! :3

Loves, val.

It just goes zig-zagggg :)

2010-11-18T08:05:00.000-08:00

Hey yo people :) HEREEEEEEEEEEEE to blog . :D hehhhh. Had marketing module today, and we are in the group that we've chosen. I pity team 3 =/ darn. They were like damn damn pathetic. Sigh * But , i don't know how to help them either :/ Anyway, this is like, kinda no choice , cause we have to choose good teams , and the current team will stay with you till the last problem. That's why no choice. Anyway, our group today argued with the marketing faci for so damn long . I'm speechless and stood one side with Yuna :x We had nothing to say. XD Anyway, i think i will get a B =/ siannn. Had communication ut today @ 4pm till 0445pm. I think its relatively okay ~ But don't know whether will i score well `~ XD I'll keep my fingers crossed. Went home with vivien after school, and had lots of laughter with her . Damn , i just can't stop laughinggg ! XD hoohhohoh. heheehe. hahaha :DDDD I'm gonna sleep ! goodnight peeps ! :3

Live, love, laugh ♥

RAIN RAIN RAIN ! :D

2010-11-14T08:09:00.000-08:00

Went to work at Marina floating platform with partner on Saturday. The event was quite fun :) hehhhh. We were at the baggage counter, and there's not a lot of bags anyway. Partner's 2 friends , kevyn and sin wei were working too (: There're two more indian woman at the baggage there too. After a few hours of working, we got to eat swensens ice cream~ Its relatively nice, chendol's icecream. hehee=D but no dinner provided ! rawr ~ I was friggin hungry when im going home :/ Cause there's food at home and i thought i could make it till i reached home D:I think mostly were guys at water points. I wanted to go water points. It was damn damn damn fun . hehe =D well well ~~ painted my door today again ~D: damn tiring ~~ ~ man, it almost had my life. D: gees. Just read through 6p. There's math UT tmr. wish me luck :) hehe. BRAG starts on this tuesay, and im participating. I hope everything will go well. I'm under stress man D: oh well ~ goodnight ! gotta sleep early (:

i'll keep my fingers crossed, for this moment. (:

Marketing: )

2010-11-11T07:58:00.000-08:00

Hello people ! :D I'm here to blog again ~~ So long didnt come here le ~ hehehh :D Anyway, had marketing module today in class , and I'm in team 2 ! My members are Zi qun, justin, danny ane me. Well, as you know , 4 people = less manpower . == haha . However, everything goes well, and our presentation turns out to be clear and good. And that's what faci says :) hehhh. I'm happy ! really happy :p hehee. But the bad news is that , we have choose our own team for the upcoming presentation for the Brands thingy. AND AND AND, i don't know which team to go to ! Minghui's or Zi qun's. Minghui's team have joe, ira, yuna. And Zi qun's team have ashikin, xiao wei, and xue lin. Who should i go to ? ! D: ahhhh. I wanna die le =/ i don;t know. srsly. and i think both groups are good in any sense, and Im going be damn stress when i join either one. siannn ! D:I didn;t talk to ira or yuna before, nor group with them =/ I'll feel damn awkward again if im with them. hmmm. Ahhhh, don't wanna think about it anymore =/ It makes me headache. Tmr then decide. Maybe after a good night of sleep i will be able to make a decision.:x hehee . I had training today ! and 3 of the SAJC girls came to join us. Damn damn damn damn little people came to training today. Pathetic. D: damn. I wish that we can be like SAJC's. They are just so fortunate. Tho most of them aren't that strong, and they need to train their basics, they just came every week to train hard. They hadnt lost the passion for vball tho they are not good in it, and they wish to improve. And hell ,they have much more people then us by a few times of it -.- sigh ~ ~ D: oh well ~ ~ Ut wasn't easy nor difficult. So, it makes everything equal. But i still hope for the best. :) Cause i have tried. Partner just called me, asking me whether tmr i will be able to work or not. haha. Cause her friend suddenly back out and the company needs people. i'll just wait for her call / text tmr ;) Gonna go play bejeweled again ~ ;p hehe XD goodnight ~

Today is a longggg day for me D: whew `

SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL :D

2010-11-03T23:49:00.000-07:00

I'm in school naoooozxx feeling veh veh veh COLDDDD ! D: brrrrrr. Did New media today, the problem task for today is to create a webpage by ourselves. And this is an individual work ! Later on its my turn to go faci's table and faci's gonna ask me questions ! D: HHHHOMMGGGG. I'm feeling kinda nervoussss , and at the same time, COLD ! =.= hah. Went to eat at Lawn just now with sherra♥ and i ate western. I'm kinda sick of western cause it's like damn oily ! Jesus. Chiameng didn't come school today ZZzz. He's sick ~ tsktsk* Oh yea ! Tmr's its HOLIDAY ! And guess what i'ma gonna do ? ! I'm gonna paint my room ! =DDDDD bye love! :D

hehee.

I've found him ♥ :3

POL-ITE Updates :D

2010-10-21T10:16:00.000-07:00

Currently we lost to two schools. ITE & TP . There's a match tmr at TP with NP tmr at 0630. And we are meeting at school for the bus at 0430pm. I hope that we can try our best and in the match ! Both guys and girls will be playing against NP tmr :) We can do it ! ♥ Today i had training, and i nearly sprained my ankle the last match, and it hurtrs today :/ Sigh ~~ i wil be wearing ankle guard tmr on my right ankle. It realy hurts. Time check , 1.18am, and i haven't gotten to sleep ~ I have to wait for my daddy's re-chargeable battery to charge finish, before i go to sleep ~ Everybody;s sleeing soundly, and the typing of my keyboard is just so clear. haha. The vehicles outside the main road can be clear heard too. Hmmm, this kind of peacefulness is good. I haven't had it since long ago. Now i can sit down and think carefully of what i want in my life. I have to admit that i'm happy with myself now, but i still think that I can do even better in my life. Im at the highestpeak of my life and i gotta be sure to do what i want:) Tmr 's match, resolution: I have got to take every ball as a opportunity. I need to dive for that ball . Get under the ball and scoop it up . With this technic, im sure i can do it. The haze is getting worser in Singapore. How worse can it get ? Tune in the the latest news :( And i heard that Evon says, if the wind is going some other directions that it is supposingly going, something is very wrong and the earth is giving signals. INDONESIA ! PLEASE STOP BURNING TO FORESTS DOWN ! Everybody plays a part in keeping the earth air free pollution and there you are burning down forests ! How many living things in the forests are being burnt alive !? Darn. Do they even think of the consequences ?! Elderlys who have breathing difficulty will have a hard time ! Assholes and jerks. Darn them . Better off dead. shucks .